There's a little
boy that hides in
the dark corners of
my soul.
He doesn't want to
be hurt anymore.
I spent eight years
with Beth.
For the most part,
it was hell and
constant pain.
She made nightmares
look good.
I heard the
little boy cry
late into the
silky night,
while snails got
smashed on the streets
of Ventura.
When I drank, which was often,
the little boy seemed
at peace for awhile,
while swans were
murdered in Venice,
and I tasted the ashes
of Neruda.
Years flew by
like seagulls;
up
down
and darting.
The little boy
continued to
hide in the
dark corners of my soul.
He wanted to
come out and be loved.
He was thirsty for it,
but there wasn't
any around.
It was dry, like the
deserts in hell.
It's too late for
sorries here comes
the plow.
He began to see
the pattern of life.
Some monsters walk in the light.
Vulnerability equals pain.
The little boy got mean.
And now he carries
a knife.
Mar 16, 2025
Mar 16, 2025 at 12:01 PM UTC
Tell me a lie I can believe.
"There is no one like you."
Mar 16, 2025
Mar 16, 2025 at 12:01 PM UTC
Your fire so bright,
it takes me in.
Your warmth so tender,
it burns me within.
Heard many warnings,
still I fall.
And I’d fall again,
no regrets.
For this is where I belong.
Mar 16, 2025
Mar 16, 2025 at 12:00 PM UTC
Eerie smell is lingering on those empty and cold streets
There is no single soul to be seen
That one song is playing on repeat
Again and again
The volume is turned on 100
The soul haunting wind whistles through ears
Fingers are freezing and vision is getting dizzy
Sadness and forgiveness are taking over the heart
Feeling, like that is the beginning of the downfall
Again.
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 5:13 PM UTC
Kisses on my cheeks
as he leaves.
Closed the door,
as he closed my heart for him
Footsteps fade,
like he faded from my mind.
I was so cold,
like his cold heart.
And I still can't find him,
only remember the pain.
Now suffer
from echo of my destroying voice.
Feb 22, 2025
Feb 22, 2025 at 7:50 AM UTC
Without you I feel so alone.
Our souls became one.
Our minds became one.
I am you
and
You are me.
Without us we would be nothing.
We were one.
We became one.
We are one.
We will stay one.
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 1:07 PM UTC
A place for you is in my heart
A hole forms when we're apart
Your hand is all mine needs
As you're more important
Than the very air I breathe
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 12:54 PM UTC
Is it really
Depression
If you can acknowledge
That you're not ok?
Is it really
Denial
If you know why
It turned out this way?
Is it really
Anxiety
If you have a
Valid reason to worry?
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 12:52 PM UTC
This thing inside of me.
It is hitting me,
my heart is beating for it.
Sitting here, like I am frozen.
This thing only keeps growing.
I do not even know what is right and what is not.
But I know one thing.
I know you may be the one for me.
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 12:43 PM UTC
Every girl is like a flower.
They bloom, when it is their time.
Colorful petals are caused by one's love towards them.
But when they get hurt,
they will stop being gorgeous
and lose all of their power
as do flowers when their season is over
or
somebody breaks them.
Every girl is like a precious flower,
like a treasure.
Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 12:40 PM UTC