janedoewhoknows - Hello Poetry

Yea you really ****** me. Mentally, physically , but most of all emotionally. Got Me questioning my every move. No no no, not that dude. But why not? Because he's just not you. But goodness, what do I do ? when you're the only one I want. The perfect font, you get my juices flowing. So creative when you're near me and can't help but sing a song. Smoke and use my **** , get so high I lose sight of what goes on. I pleaded and cried , so crazy I just wanted to be your bride. How stupid of me to think that you would ever do such a thing. But nah, you left me hangin' Alone and broken, and all I'm sayin Is , if you never loved me Why'd you ever say so? Silly me, how crazy of me to think That you and I could grow greater , stronger and live longer as long as we were together. But still I wait and hope that in the days without me you'll see how insane you are , that just like me, living without the other is just preposterous. I was so ready for us. I fiend for us. Although nobody agrees with us I still believe in us ! You touched me like no one else could, so deep inside me , yanked out my heart and set it to the side. Caught me by surprise, I still can't quite understand why. All the signs were there, friends told me I was trippin and to leave you alone but you were my ***** made my body shiver That **** must've been something amazing Cause got **** it still got my mind dazing. And even though you ain't around I want you to know I still got my smile.

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Sep 10, 2015

Sep 10, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC

The End

Yea you really ****** me. Mentally, physically , but most of all emotionally. Got Me questioning my every move. No no no, not that dude. But why not? Because he's just not you. But goodness, what do I do ? when you're the only one I want. The perfect font, you get my juices flowing. So creative when you're near me and can't help but sing a song. Smoke and use my **** , get so high I lose sight of what goes on. I pleaded and cried , so crazy I just wanted to be your bride. How stupid of me to think that you would ever do such a thing. But nah, you left me hangin' Alone and broken, and all I'm sayin Is , if you never loved me Why'd you ever say so? Silly me, how crazy of me to think That you and I could grow greater , stronger and live longer as long as we were together. But still I wait and hope that in the days without me you'll see how insane you are , that just like me, living without the other is just preposterous. I was so ready for us. I fiend for us. Although nobody agrees with us I still believe in us ! You touched me like no one else could, so deep inside me , yanked out my heart and set it to the side. Caught me by surprise, I still can't quite understand why. All the signs were there, friends told me I was trippin and to leave you alone but you were my ***** made my body shiver That **** must've been something amazing Cause got **** it still got my mind dazing. And even though you ain't around I want you to know I still got my smile.

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I've got a fractured heart, The pain I feel- I cannot part. Though I've tried And tried to suspend, I'd rather **** than feel again.

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Apr 6, 2015

Apr 6, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC

No Emotion

I've got a fractured heart, The pain I feel- I cannot part. Though I've tried And tried to suspend, I'd rather **** than feel again.

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See me for who I am, not what I've done.

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Mar 31, 2015

Mar 31, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC

10w - View Me

See me for who I am, not what I've done.

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To you i'm just some girl, some girl who broke your heart and left you in two. you can hate me, and swear at me, and talk all About me. but that doesn't change the fact that you lovEd me, or even still do kiss emoji

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Mar 19, 2015

Mar 19, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC

I Apologize. . . kinda

To you i'm just some girl, some girl who broke your heart and left you in two. you can hate me, and swear at me, and talk all About me. but that doesn't change the fact that you lovEd me, or even still do kiss emoji

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Just some silly thing. One of those crazy, Not really gonna go anywhere things. Anyone can see we aren't really meant to be, but in any case. That's why i'm rarely Around. you were something i didn't expect, and Now. . . it's dead.

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Mar 19, 2015

Mar 19, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC

One Of 'Em

Just some silly thing. One of those crazy, Not really gonna go anywhere things. Anyone can see we aren't really meant to be, but in any case. That's why i'm rarely Around. you were something i didn't expect, and Now. . . it's dead.

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Life would be empty without you Thank you for staying

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Mar 12, 2015

Mar 12, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC

; (10w)

Life would be empty without you Thank you for staying

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It's late. Many tears have fallen, But I still cannot escape. You're always there in the back of my mind. Which is probably why I can't breathe. This white box can only hold me for so long, These restraints, Cat Got Your Tongue The words, eager to please my suitor, May never leave my lips. They tell me it'll be alright, But sunshine is nowhere in sight. Deep down, I drown I'm gasping for air, All you do is stare. Are my cries not dire enough for you? Shall I sit on pins and bleed through and through? Go ahead, Walk away. I know nothing I say will make you stay. But I'll spend the rest of my days Hoping and praying for sunnier Mays. April was grim And the 20th is dim. I know no matter where I go You'll be there rain, sleet, or snow.

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Mar 12, 2015

Mar 12, 2015 at 5:12 AM UTC

5AM Cries

It's late. Many tears have fallen, But I still cannot escape. You're always there in the back of my mind. Which is probably why I can't breathe. This white box can only hold me for so long, These restraints, Cat Got Your Tongue The words, eager to please my suitor, May never leave my lips. They tell me it'll be alright, But sunshine is nowhere in sight. Deep down, I drown I'm gasping for air, All you do is stare. Are my cries not dire enough for you? Shall I sit on pins and bleed through and through? Go ahead, Walk away. I know nothing I say will make you stay. But I'll spend the rest of my days Hoping and praying for sunnier Mays. April was grim And the 20th is dim. I know no matter where I go You'll be there rain, sleet, or snow.

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You Sir... You were my first love. My first everything, my first- because You Sir... You said everything right And with you, there was no wrong You Sir... You gave me light. Gave me dark, gave me pain, and slight nightmares. And YOU SIR ! You there with the big hair, Shiny teeth, and a heart that will never be Longing for me... I still think of you through the night And I know, deep down, we weren't right. But sometimes I still hope And sometimes I smoke *** . . But not to forget you, To remind myself, I have someone better than you. Good Luck To You Two.

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Mar 10, 2015

Mar 10, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC

You Sir,

You Sir... You were my first love. My first everything, my first- because You Sir... You said everything right And with you, there was no wrong You Sir... You gave me light. Gave me dark, gave me pain, and slight nightmares. And YOU SIR ! You there with the big hair, Shiny teeth, and a heart that will never be Longing for me... I still think of you through the night And I know, deep down, we weren't right. But sometimes I still hope And sometimes I smoke *** . . But not to forget you, To remind myself, I have someone better than you. Good Luck To You Two.

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Had I known I'd never hug you again I would've held on tighter. Had I known I'd never hear your laugh again I would've told more jokes. Had I known I'd never hear your voice again I wouldn't have hung up. If only I'd known. Had I known you'd be leaving I would've followed you. Had I known you were lost I would've found you. Had I known I'd never see you again I wouldn't have looked the other way. If only I'd known. Had I known , mom. I could at least say I tried. Had I known, mother. I could at least have told you how much I Love You. But I didn't know

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Feb 27, 2015

Feb 27, 2015 at 2:38 AM UTC

Had I Known

Had I known I'd never hug you again I would've held on tighter. Had I known I'd never hear your laugh again I would've told more jokes. Had I known I'd never hear your voice again I wouldn't have hung up. If only I'd known. Had I known you'd be leaving I would've followed you. Had I known you were lost I would've found you. Had I known I'd never see you again I wouldn't have looked the other way. If only I'd known. Had I known , mom. I could at least say I tried. Had I known, mother. I could at least have told you how much I Love You. But I didn't know

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Take Me. For those hours take all the pain away. Look at me and say "I Love You." I never believe it anymore. Just make my body sore. Let me breath you in. Fill me with your toxins. I'll itch and itch, Until I get my fix. If only this could last forever, But that wouldn't help whatsoever. I guess I'll get clean, And be happy- or seem to be. Then when you get her high I'll just sit back a sigh. Reminisce of our times.

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Feb 27, 2015

Feb 27, 2015 at 1:52 AM UTC

My Narcotic

Take Me. For those hours take all the pain away. Look at me and say "I Love You." I never believe it anymore. Just make my body sore. Let me breath you in. Fill me with your toxins. I'll itch and itch, Until I get my fix. If only this could last forever, But that wouldn't help whatsoever. I guess I'll get clean, And be happy- or seem to be. Then when you get her high I'll just sit back a sigh. Reminisce of our times.

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