Yea you really ****** me.
Mentally, physically , but most of all emotionally.
Got Me questioning my every move.
No no no, not that dude.
But why not?
Because he's just not you.
But goodness, what do I do ?
when you're the only one I want.
The perfect font,
you get my juices flowing.
So creative when you're near me and can't help but sing a song.
Smoke and use my **** , get so high I lose sight of what goes on.
I pleaded and cried , so crazy I just wanted to be your bride. How stupid of me to think that you would ever do such a thing.
But nah, you left me hangin'
Alone and broken, and all I'm sayin
Is , if you never loved me
Why'd you ever say so?
Silly me, how crazy of me to think
That you and I could grow greater ,
stronger and live longer as long as we were together.
But still I wait and hope that in the days without me you'll see how insane you are ,
that just like me, living without the other is just preposterous.
I was so ready for us.
I fiend for us.
Although nobody agrees with us I still believe in us !
You touched me like no one else could, so deep inside me ,
yanked out my heart and set it to the side. Caught me by surprise, I still can't quite understand why.
All the signs were there, friends told me I was trippin and to leave you alone but you were my ***** made my body shiver
That **** must've been something amazing
Cause got **** it still got my mind dazing.
And even though you ain't around I want you to know I still got my smile.
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC
I've got a fractured heart,
The pain I feel- I cannot part.
Though I've tried
And tried to suspend,
I'd rather **** than feel again.
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC
To you i'm just some girl,
some girl who broke your heart and left you in two.
you can hate me, and swear at me, and talk all About me.
but that doesn't change the fact that you lovEd me,
or even still do
kiss emoji
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
Just some silly thing.
One of those crazy, Not really gonna go anywhere things.
Anyone can see we aren't really meant to be,
but in any case. That's why i'm rarely Around.
you were something i didn't expect,
and Now. . . it's dead.
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
Life would be empty without you
Thank you for staying
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC
It's late.
Many tears have fallen,
But I still cannot escape.
You're always there in the back of my mind.
Which is probably why I can't breathe.
This white box can only hold me for so long,
These restraints, Cat Got Your Tongue
The words, eager to please my suitor,
May never leave my lips.
They tell me it'll be alright,
But sunshine is nowhere in sight.
Deep down, I drown
I'm gasping for air,
All you do is stare.
Are my cries not dire enough for you?
Shall I sit on pins and bleed through and through?
Go ahead, Walk away.
I know nothing I say will make you stay.
But I'll spend the rest of my days
Hoping and praying for sunnier Mays.
April was grim
And the 20th is dim.
I know no matter where I go
You'll be there rain, sleet, or snow.
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 5:12 AM UTC
You Sir...
You were my first love.
My first everything, my first- because
You Sir...
You said everything right
And with you, there was no wrong
You Sir...
You gave me light.
Gave me dark, gave me pain, and slight
nightmares.
And YOU SIR !
You there with the big hair,
Shiny teeth, and a heart that will never be
Longing for me...
I still think of you through the night
And I know, deep down, we weren't right.
But sometimes I still hope
And sometimes I smoke *** . .
But not to forget you,
To remind myself, I have someone better than you.
Good Luck To You Two.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC
My ears are stopped with tapers, so I'll hear no more
of this ****** farce you and he have going.
Every time you ask for more
abuse, I realize I'm better off not knowing.
But my playlist is full of sadness,
and the rest is a bore.
So your screams are my melody
and I'll listen as your blood keeps on flowing.
They say fools rush in, and more the fool you.
More the fool me too, to listen to
your pained cries for more pain,
as your skin is red glowing,
The bruise slowly growing,
as you exult in the sick high you get from his backhand;
as I listen to Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ask him
if he feels like a man.
There's no pain more complete tonight
Than the ringing in my tear soaked budded ears
when he says **** my **** *****
with those lips so sweet... "and tight."
And you oblige, because you're too used to it to fear,
and it makes you feel beautiful,
because only angels weep, right?
That's the sad lesson heard here.
I bid my sad playlist goodnight.
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC
I want to feel.
I want to feel you,
your arms around me,
my arms around you,
us holding each other.
But I don't know you,
or who my "you" is.
I'm just feeling
a tad sentimental
for things I've never had.
But dancing under
the brilliant stars,
to our favorite songs.
This is what I would
fall in love for.
Simple things,
and simple words,
I'm easy to inspire,
with loving words
and loving hugs.
I feel nostalgic,
for things I
haven't experienced.
But that's all I have,
feelings and love for "you".
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC