jami-morton - Hello Poetry

Forgive me... for I know not what I do... Believe me... for my heart tell the truth... I've been lost in my mind... unable to escape... I've been searching for freedom... reliving my mistakes... Let go of the past... And move on twice as strong... Have faith in yourself... It won't be too long... I'll find my way to help... My way to live on... I'll find my way... before it's gone.

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:56 PM UTC

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Forgive me... for I know not what I do... Believe me... for my heart tell the truth... I've been lost in my mind... unable to escape... I've been searching for freedom... reliving my mistakes... Let go of the past... And move on twice as strong... Have faith in yourself... It won't be too long... I'll find my way to help... My way to live on... I'll find my way... before it's gone.

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Her hands shake Her heart stops Her breathe ceases What has she done? She slides to the floor Covered in darkness Cursing the night... How could this happen? She watched the blood ...her blood Fall from her wrist What's going on? She begins to cry She can't believe... Her mind goes blank How could she have lost control? She's surrounded by lies That she has told herself She pick's herself up What can she do?

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:54 PM UTC

What Can She do?

Her hands shake Her heart stops Her breathe ceases What has she done? She slides to the floor Covered in darkness Cursing the night... How could this happen? She watched the blood ...her blood Fall from her wrist What's going on? She begins to cry She can't believe... Her mind goes blank How could she have lost control? She's surrounded by lies That she has told herself She pick's herself up What can she do?

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She pulls back Unable to handle her fear Her body shakes As she stand her ground "I won't be bullied" "I won't be hurt" Her mind is set Her heart can't change She's tired of fighting ...of losing A single tear Is her only regret As it rolls down her cheek She knows she is weak But her heart can't change She's hurt too long She'd had enough How could she handle it again? She won't... No more lies! No more pain! It's his turn. She's doesn't want to But she knows she must Her heart can't change She can't give up She can't let him win He won't... She's determined to be strong "Don't let him decide for me" Her mind says... "Don't let me change" She looks in his eyes And begins to break "NO!" Her heart screams... "It's not too late!" She stares him down And begins to speak Her voice barely trembles Her heart is firm He stares silently As he listens to her words. She did love him... But she had hurt too much... She couldn't stay with him... Her heart can't change.

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:53 PM UTC

Heart vs. Mind

She pulls back Unable to handle her fear Her body shakes As she stand her ground "I won't be bullied" "I won't be hurt" Her mind is set Her heart can't change She's tired of fighting ...of losing A single tear Is her only regret As it rolls down her cheek She knows she is weak But her heart can't change She's hurt too long She'd had enough How could she handle it again? She won't... No more lies! No more pain! It's his turn. She's doesn't want to But she knows she must Her heart can't change She can't give up She can't let him win He won't... She's determined to be strong "Don't let him decide for me" Her mind says... "Don't let me change" She looks in his eyes And begins to break "NO!" Her heart screams... "It's not too late!" She stares him down And begins to speak Her voice barely trembles Her heart is firm He stares silently As he listens to her words. She did love him... But she had hurt too much... She couldn't stay with him... Her heart can't change.

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Unable to fully accept this defeat Afraid to give in And see the conceit Written across everyone's face They knew what would happen They had foreseen my fate They saw what had been blind to me And now to give in Is not what I need I played the fool as I poured myself out I relished in the lies Without the slightest doubt But they knew and I was warned I did not heed their thoughts I deflected the negativity It was not what I sought So its my fault, yes I unfortunately admit But it's still hard to give in And impossible to forget

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:51 PM UTC

Give in.

Unable to fully accept this defeat Afraid to give in And see the conceit Written across everyone's face They knew what would happen They had foreseen my fate They saw what had been blind to me And now to give in Is not what I need I played the fool as I poured myself out I relished in the lies Without the slightest doubt But they knew and I was warned I did not heed their thoughts I deflected the negativity It was not what I sought So its my fault, yes I unfortunately admit But it's still hard to give in And impossible to forget

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I think it's unfair How you treat me however you like You arrogance astounds me Your compassion is lost My loyalty is a token of my tainted addiction I look at you and lust But I cannot submit I will not hide Your power will not defeat me You created my curiosity That fueled my obsession I was hooked But I'll no longer lower myself to you Your dignified manner - Your esteemed ego - Will no longer fool me This separation is necessary This isolation is permanent I cannot continue So I won't

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:50 PM UTC

Addiction

I think it's unfair How you treat me however you like You arrogance astounds me Your compassion is lost My loyalty is a token of my tainted addiction I look at you and lust But I cannot submit I will not hide Your power will not defeat me You created my curiosity That fueled my obsession I was hooked But I'll no longer lower myself to you Your dignified manner - Your esteemed ego - Will no longer fool me This separation is necessary This isolation is permanent I cannot continue So I won't

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Breathless as your lips touch mine And falling... I'm too wrapped up in everything I'm drowning (In your eyes) In your touch... Your gaze stops me and I'm trapped I can't keep going And yet I can't back away I can't stop You grab my hand And pull me closer And I'm falling again Down into your eyes Away from reality I'm trying to run away Trying to escape But I'm caught As you pull me forward A silence envelopes my mind And I forget what I should do And I fall.

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:50 PM UTC

Lost.

Breathless as your lips touch mine And falling... I'm too wrapped up in everything I'm drowning (In your eyes) In your touch... Your gaze stops me and I'm trapped I can't keep going And yet I can't back away I can't stop You grab my hand And pull me closer And I'm falling again Down into your eyes Away from reality I'm trying to run away Trying to escape But I'm caught As you pull me forward A silence envelopes my mind And I forget what I should do And I fall.

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I wish to be emotionless To just forget I care I no longer want to feel - It hurts. I want to move forward Why can't I get away? Can someone just remove - This pain? I'm alone inside my head Escape is just a dream I cringe as my hopes and dreams - Spill out. I try and gather all my courage But instead I run and hide Scared of confrontation My emotions are too high

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:49 PM UTC

Craving Apathy

I wish to be emotionless To just forget I care I no longer want to feel - It hurts. I want to move forward Why can't I get away? Can someone just remove - This pain? I'm alone inside my head Escape is just a dream I cringe as my hopes and dreams - Spill out. I try and gather all my courage But instead I run and hide Scared of confrontation My emotions are too high

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I lay myself beside you In hopes to feel complete I want to feel whole again So I use you But of course it did not work My emptiness expanded And my hole grew deeper You could not fulfill my need You didn't want to You used me as I used you And we're both lost We're searching for something That no one can give I just wish I could find it - In you.

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:48 PM UTC

Completion

I lay myself beside you In hopes to feel complete I want to feel whole again So I use you But of course it did not work My emptiness expanded And my hole grew deeper You could not fulfill my need You didn't want to You used me as I used you And we're both lost We're searching for something That no one can give I just wish I could find it - In you.

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Push me Guide me Like me Know me Want me Need me Tell me Show me Trust me Hold me Hide me Feel me Bind me Find me Crave me Have me Believe me Protect me Surround me Follow me Control me Respect me Fight me Love me...

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:48 PM UTC

I Beg

Push me Guide me Like me Know me Want me Need me Tell me Show me Trust me Hold me Hide me Feel me Bind me Find me Crave me Have me Believe me Protect me Surround me Follow me Control me Respect me Fight me Love me...

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Fire. Passion. Heat. Betrayal. Wisdom. Knowledge. Hope. Failure. Courage. Loyalty. Faith. Deceit. Caring. Strength. Trust. Lies. Believe. Support. Love. Denial. Sweet. Secure. Innocence. Gone. Warmth. Surrounded. Safe. Anger. Smooth. Shaking. Excitement. Ruined. Soft. Kind. Heart. Broken.

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Sep 18, 2010

Sep 18, 2010 at 10:47 PM UTC

End.

Fire. Passion. Heat. Betrayal. Wisdom. Knowledge. Hope. Failure. Courage. Loyalty. Faith. Deceit. Caring. Strength. Trust. Lies. Believe. Support. Love. Denial. Sweet. Secure. Innocence. Gone. Warmth. Surrounded. Safe. Anger. Smooth. Shaking. Excitement. Ruined. Soft. Kind. Heart. Broken.

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