Memories everywhere I see,
Your eyes always watching.
Believing we had something once,
Only deceiving myself.
Tomorrow is another day,
To be plagued by times lost.
Living a constant war,
Emptying bottle after bottle.
- James Arce
Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 1:22 AM UTC
I was stuck without a paddle
In loves pool
My legs grew tired of treading water
My arms became weak and floppy
Like an old mans ****
My hopes of finding land were washed away in the swift currents beneath my feet
I was done for
A goner for sure
But as I was slipping into the deep
With my arms stretched out toward the dying sun above me
Everything went dark
A hand pulled me out
And onto a raft made of wilting roses and dying romance
I glanced into the eyes of my savior
And saw it was you
You pulled me out before I could drown
And when you looked back at me
The roses started to bloom once more
And I realized something both equally horrible and magnificent
That no matter how hard you try to hold on
Sooner or later
Broken hearts mend
And you either move on
Or you sink forever with those rocks in your pocket
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 7:10 PM UTC
Where sunless rivers weep
Their waves into the deep,
She sleeps a charmed sleep:
Awake her not.
Led by a single star,
She came from very far
To seek where shadows are
Her pleasant lot.
She left the rosy morn,
She left the fields of corn,
For twilight cold and lorn
And water springs.
Through sleep, as through a veil,
She sees the sky look pale,
And hears the nightingale
That sadly sings.
Rest, rest, a perfect rest
Shed over brow and breast;
Her face is toward the west,
The purple land.
She cannot see the grain
Ripening on hill and plain;
She cannot feel the rain
Upon her hand.
Rest, rest, for evermore
Upon a mossy shore;
Rest, rest at the heart's core
Till time shall cease:
Sleep that no pain shall wake;
Night that no morn shall break
Till joy shall overtake
Her perfect peace.
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 7:09 PM UTC
It's so unfair to us roses,
truly,
to be admired by every passing glance,
but what of our desires?
It is only fair we get a chance,
to peruse among such lovely sights,
and instead of glorifying our petals,
we could take fascination in your image.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 10:33 AM UTC
*T r u e l o v e
Could subsist,
Without a hug,
Without a kiss,
Just two hearts that co-exist.*
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 10:27 AM UTC
Never getting a full nights rest,
Imagining what if, had we tried our best.
Gathered thoughts come day and night,
Haunting me, with all their might.
Thinking back to the times we had,
Memories only, of your face so sad.
All the good times are never near,
Remembering the negative, is a constant fear.
Everything's a mess and no good thoughts keeping,
Seeing you only; as my nightmares come creeping.
- James Arce
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 5:38 AM UTC
My mind numb again
Testing times long forgotten
Back to who I was
- James Arce
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 1:53 AM UTC
Tonight I laid my head down,
wanting to finally get some rest.
Again the thoughts kept coming,
I really am trying my best.
My mind begins to wander,
The thoughts come all to quick.
Intentions only of dreaming,
My plan won't seem to stick.
My mind frustrated and shouting,
No telling when it will cease.
It's become a mental prison,
And I pray for its release.
Curious where my dreams are,
Has the shouting scared them away?
Unsure how long it's been now,
I see the Sun bring in a new day...
- James Arce
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 12:29 AM UTC