Some of us just wanna live
Some of them just wanna die
We'll do things they never did
They do things we'd never try
They look for beauty like it's been hid
We look for beauty in the holders eye
Most of them will have some kids
Most of us will stay kids flying kites
I just wanna be
You just want me to never leave
I just wanna plant this seed
You want me cause I'm what you need
- J.A.M
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 4:08 AM UTC
I can't wait to get off that plane
Kiss you, watch your face turn red and
Let the endorphins flood your brain
It's sad to know three days later I'll be gone
Not sure of when I'll return again
Too good to be true could fit this situation, but there's nothing "too good" about it
The lackluster notion of how much is just wants floating around in our hearts turns me to stone and I keep reaching for something to give me some type of leverage on reality
So much of me is magnetized to you, yet so much of me has no clue
What it's really gonna take to make this real, what it's really gonna take to make or break our ordeal
I'll let it run it's course, but I can't act surprised
When everything I want drowns in the blink of your eyes
Nothing ever gets in my way if I really want something, but your not just "some thing"
Your human, you have your own wants, your own needs, you have a heart, and you have feelings
I'm gonna do my best to make my chest a place where you can frequently lay your head to rest
Cause...
I want nothing from you, but if you want you can be everything to me
Now if this wasn't ******* corny enough, than I don't know what is....
Unfortunately I love you to death and I'm just "thinking out loud"
-J.A.M
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
Nothing to read here.... Just wondering why. I notice if I constantly post, I trend, get 'likes' and Comments all the time. I guess I'm just expressing what it's like to know how political and influential others are to what gets read and what doesn't. Unfortunately, there is so much artistic and expressional work on this site that never gets read...
Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 1:32 AM UTC
Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing
But a bad thing could be a good dream
Let the wind blow and let the heat release
Pressure on the seam needs to be relieved, so let the stitches rip and throw away the pet peeves
Grant a breathe to whats left and let it breathe
Give up a little bit, give a kick to your troubles kid and just walk this earth with intent to live
Some... Someone once told me
Some... Someone once showed me
One... Once upon a time
Someone told me
Not to pay attention to time and just live boldly
Give a lil' bit and get a lot more
Hear the clock click as the ship hits the shore
Now your livin'
Now... What more could you ask for?
Stress may get the best of the best
And the luckiest may become unlucky and be quickly laid to rest
Just continue to stay stationed
In a venue where your complacent
As life falls into a crevice adjacent...
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 4:09 AM UTC
I fall in love with my ideas at night
Call upon smiles and tears my of life
Its all ups and downs, lefts and rights
Grippin' this beer doesn't helps me keep up the fight
I sever my truths and lies,
So no need to use a disguise, but some will never know who and who's not on their side,
It's A Matrix type surprise
You'd think so much expierence
Would leave me fearless, but the world is deaf and nobody hears this
Drip, drip, drop.
Is it blood or rain, no one can explain their plot
So I sing, sing, sing along cause it wont be long until I'm skippin rocks in a pond
Wishing I could light my own fires and drop my own bombs
Few can relate to the way my thoughts detonate so they try to separate reality from fiction with great debates
Makes me feel awkward as **** like I been stuffed in a locker and im stuck, but I could shift this **** if I just had a proper clucth
So...good luck... tryin to relate mother ****** i got more miles on me than interstate truckers
I help the devil sell dreams to crippled human beings that know what it means
To need to feed cause we feign to bleed
On my nightstand lie a couple of things, 2 sticks of lung disease, 1 magazine and 1 pic of a dead human being
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 4:07 AM UTC
Every now and then when you can't eacape through your pen
When there's no letter to send, no heart to mend, you can't pretend
That perhaps you might just wanna collapse cause you feel so trapped
Like your foreheads been stamped, with "out of order" cause the light bulb won't light up in your lamp...
-J.A.M
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 4:52 AM UTC
Not spoiled or rotten, but I might be rotting
Cause I'm everything you never wanted, but you got me
Turning the page... as the page flipped you metaphorically shot me
A quick shift of the hips, as you puckered a kiss, you needed to turn the page so you licked, your thumb and your fingertip then gave it a flick
Tell me, tell, tell, tell me... What you thought I was
Tell me, tell, tell, tell me... Everything you want cause
I'm right here... Right, right here my dear.
The way this was written is so descriptive you might as well have a prescription of your own incentives, but instead you dismissed it for a place in the fake heavens with the rest of those *******
-J.A.M
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 4:31 AM UTC
I stand beneath the sun
Clenching teeth just for fun
Leaching bogus conundrums
I get clumsy cause I can't run
I'm not smart, but I'm not dumb
Leave me a piece to eat
Even if it's a crumb
-J.a.M
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 3:48 AM UTC
From time to time , there might be a hiccup in my giddy up, leaving people patiently waiting for what? ... Like they have a plate of pancakes and I'm the last drop of syrup.
Birthday cards.... Anniversary cards... a personal letter...
I feel the pressure
To do better and better
There is no more "xoxo, love Joe"
I have no daughters, I have no sons, but I do have loved ones
Ever since I started to put in verbal/written efforts, I've become bummed
Give people an inch, they take a mile, all the expectancy has started to pile
Like ... you wrote that for him/her, what about mine? with a lame smile... -J.A.M
Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 3:00 AM UTC
Well get a load of this lil lady
It was far from a maybe
when I called you my baby, but lately
Since you claim I'm acting shady
I've feel like it's yours and my time we're wasting, even though I was patiently waiting to continue creating
Things were so simple all we had to do was keep behaving
Now I point the finger at you, you point yours at me and it's eachother we're blaming...
-J.A.M
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC