i regret all the times i said leave me alone
you put up with a lot and asked for so little
a little love a little time
a little something from me
but any time i was stressed
or bored or
upset or
you wanted attention i should have known how to give
all i had in me was Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone and i regret it because
i didn’t actually mean it
to happen but
you did
May 21, 2020
May 21, 2020 at 2:17 AM UTC
The stubs of my fingernails are chipped and broken from trying to hold on to you.
Clawing desperately at the rug you ripped out from under me.
I’m just not feeling this.
I was planning my life around you babe. But that scared you. I get it.
It wasn’t about me, what scared you was us. I’m seeing me as too stable.
I get it; im not exciting. But babe I’m here. Babe I’m here.
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 1:22 AM UTC
(When I go to bed hungry and
Worried
Because I only had six beers and
How
The **** am I supposed to sleep?) without
you.
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 12:28 AM UTC
There is this
Conundrum in my head
Where I say:
If your profile reads
"I'm so good,"
You probably aren't.
But I try
To convince you
I'm so good.
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 3:18 AM UTC
To my face you said 'Take out your anger.' I did
But now I'm pretty sure you were already with him
I told you I'd finish fast and I
did.
I had a lot then, but now I have so much more
And don't know what the **** I should do with it.
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
A desire grew in him to be elsewhere
So he left those sickly streets and flew far, farther.
Farther even than the sunset and then he sat
He sat until the desire grew again and then he rose.
Heart pounding, but feet sitting firm
A desperate cast to the recesses of memory,
Baiting that sense of home,
The feeling grew big, bigger, even bigger still
Until still he could sit no longer.
So he turned and turned and turned, turning
Like a clock spinning in time-lapse over a cheesy montage,
Turned in on himself and just turning on himself.
Looking to himself and finding lack
Coming to himself and realizing the lack was love.
Heart-tearing, world-renting
A desire grew in him to be someone else.
Dec 16, 2010
Dec 16, 2010 at 5:25 PM UTC
It's easy to be the
Life of the party.
You just drink more
Than everyone else.
You just tell funnier
Jokes and make more
Cups in beer pong but
Always finish your side-beer.
You be the one always
Yelling for more shots
And know all the rules
To kings cup.
You always lose
Never-have-I-ever,
And you're the go-to
Man for flip cup.
People talk about you
When you aren't there
"He drinks too much
But **** he's awesome."
When they want low-key,
You aren't invited.
But you have your
Other parties anyway.
Slam back beers
Red faced groggy eyed
Throw up just to
Start over again.
Drive home still drunk
To wake up still alone
And do it all
Over again.
Yeah, its easy to be
The life of the party
When you're the
Only one there.
Jul 8, 2010
Jul 8, 2010 at 12:59 PM UTC
Contentment is such a fleeting state
Take a drag
Feeling like all is right until
Exhale
Wondering sets in and you question each choice
Ash it
Reading through coulda, shoulda, woulda,
Inhale, exhale, ash
Pointless exercises are just circles, really
But the thoughts travel the well worn road to
Niccotine stains.
May 26, 2010
May 26, 2010 at 12:30 AM UTC
The empty seatbelt flashes the Sun
An s-o-s
Into my eyes as if
I needed a reminder that
You aren't there.
May 26, 2010
May 26, 2010 at 12:10 AM UTC
Sometimes I realize I don't
Do happy very well
And when I'm really trying I
See that you can tell.
You give me the look you
Used the other day
When you **** your head to ask
Babe, are you okay?
I want so bad to break down
But inside I know
You need me to be strong so
Both of us can grow.
So I summon my inner actor
And give my smile a shine
I lie in your eyes and say
Yes, lover, I'm doing fine.
May 21, 2010
May 21, 2010 at 8:39 AM UTC