You don't need to know
What's good for you, sweetheart,
Because I already do.
First, ten gulps of Grey
on your empty day, then
4 em-els ****** cooked
IV push
Now shush baby hush,
Just remember this much:
Your only job is to breathe.
But if you forget,
Harm will never be met.
I will give you my breath till you leave.
She will never know
(You put on a great show)
'bout the life or death moments we share.
...and I'm wondering bout the day
When you'll walk away,
Cuz it no longer pleases you to care.
(I'll still be there)
Nov 12, 2016
Nov 12, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
You talked and I listened
And I watched your eyes glisten
As you crazily gathered your tools
Both our heart rates went up
At the touch of that stuff
We made bad after badder decisions
Then you'd lean into me
Talking maniacally
Hold your hot head until you were quiet
What you gave to me
Was this feeling of free
But your ******** Well I didn't buy it
Now don't get me wrong
This is a love song
You are gorgeous, conflicted and clever
I remember us best
Watching bubbles coalesce
And the feeling that we'd live forever
Nov 12, 2016
Nov 12, 2016 at 11:30 AM UTC
I can't let you go
But you won't come back in
You're staying in the wings
You see me as a friend
But I don't see a friend
With you, I never could
You made me feel complete
and I never thought I would
My love, it's such a shame
To watch you turn away
Because you feel the same
But you can't take the pain
Babe you don't understand
Why you act this way
Three quarters of a man--
Can't localize your shame
But I can't help you now.
I can't ******* save this.
Turned every trick I know.
You'll never understand it
Concede defeat?
(My God's a *****
But I've tried everything,
And I know my hardest work
Won't change a ******* thing.
So.
Farewell, Love.
Farewell, my life
Love, your doctor
And your wife.
(Your heart, your heart
eyes glimmering, ohh
Your heart, you're smart
Passing me by
Your heart, your heart
it was all MINE
Black pool eyes, your heart
making me cry)
So.
I guess this is goodbye?
Birdie, fly.
And so will I.
Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
Never nice,
He's a block of ice,
But when he hugs me
I melt from his heat.
I am a puddle
At his feet.
Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 12:55 PM UTC
I'm here, in this--
God. All the time.
n' nothin changes
but my mind.
Pills n potions
Keep me blind
For just a teaspoon
Of my time.
You've loved and
Thought of me--
you're kind;
But you'll get over it in time.
Don't wanna play.
I've changed my mind.
You get this, love?
I've changed my mind.
We're out of time.
I've changed my mind.
Nothing's a "go".
I've changed my mind.
Tears make me blind
I've changed my mind
I choke on sobs
I've changed my mind.
I'm free!
I'm free!
There's no freedom to find...
I'm already free
cuz I've changed my mind.
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 5:58 PM UTC
I so wanted to be
What was meant to be
But this world
It's not meant for me
Not what I thought
It was meant to be
Not for me
It's not meant for me
Not today
or as far as I can see
Not for me
Not meant for me
Oct 6, 2016
Oct 6, 2016 at 8:30 PM UTC
I'm in your brain like ***** vapor.
Vape away, boy, let me take ya
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
My mind will take you far.
I see how scared you are.
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
Let your intentions shine.
I'll ******* blow your mind.
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
I hammer me like ******
To vibe the level you are in.
I'll blow your mind
I'll blow your mind
Blow your ************* mind
Don't wanna see inside?
I shut my eyes, but you are blind.
I'da blown your mind
I'da blown your mind
Yeah, I'da blown ya
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 6:40 PM UTC
Whispered doubts come not from darkness but from truth.
and You: I know you're invested--
Probably more than you should be.
...But who am I to say:
"Save your soul and get away?"
Flipping, floating flurries
My thoughts belong to me alone
And in the bed, with soft fanned air,
Your body's grace and mind's desires
too often noticed by just you.
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
I won't call you no more
I can't love you no more
I won't bug you no more
I don't like you no more
Baby you sealed this fate
When you walked out our door.
So what am I still waiting for?
What am I still crying for?
I was born to be a star.
No foot on my back anymore.
Be careful what you wish for.
Just be careful what you wish for.
I won't come around no more,
and you can't hurt me anymore.
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
Hear ya laughing
at TV--
You should be
Holding back my hair.
I woke up
From a coma
And I could not
Find you there.
I buy and wrap
My birthday gifts--
write your name
On the card.
I wanna trust your
'Good Intentions'
But you make it
Really hard.
You look in a pond
And you
See your
Own reflection.
You're crazy hot
And beautiful
And you love
All that attention.
You're missing
All the magic
That life
Has to bring,
But when
I try to show ya,
You do this
Sarcastic thing.
I really want
To love you.
I'd make you
Feel so high...
I really want
To like you,
But you're angry
All the time.
Why can't I
Just leave you?
Cuz we're connected
At the soul.
I always thought
I'd love a man
Who made me feel
Like gold.
I'm stuck to you though,
Baby,
Just like you're
Stuck to me.
But some days...
Some days...
I dream that
I am free.
I am free!
I am free!
I love ya,
But I'm free!
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 7:34 PM UTC