jaelyn_lance - Hello Poetry

Yea so men **** And they are kinda lame. But with my luck, They're all the **** same. Insensitive to how I feel, stupid and useless. Like shark bait on a reel, I am temporary and placeless . I am easily removed, Happily I bet too. I'm not some animal to be wooed, Men are much like the flu. men **** I hate men.

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Jun 22, 2019

Jun 22, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC

Men ****

Yea so men **** And they are kinda lame. But with my luck, They're all the **** same. Insensitive to how I feel, stupid and useless. Like shark bait on a reel, I am temporary and placeless . I am easily removed, Happily I bet too. I'm not some animal to be wooed, Men are much like the flu. men **** I hate men.

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Why do I throw away good advice, Does my heart yearn to learn like a device. Does it wish to know what it cant? To hurt and cry to sing and chant? What does it want acting like a fool? She shall take a seat, right here, that stool. "What do you want" No reply, just a sad look in her eyes. She is lonely But she is so loved? What does she want? Give her a shove. Her lips are sewn up like that of a scare crow Up and down in a pattern of twine Shes been abused and a quieted By what? Her mind. She never speaks what's in her heart She is flinching in fear The love she felt tore her apart She messed up, and it haunts her Every sound, and noise It reminds her Of him He is the reason she is incapable of love. He is the reason She will never know it.

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Apr 20, 2019

Apr 20, 2019 at 10:10 PM UTC

Head and heart

Why do I throw away good advice, Does my heart yearn to learn like a device. Does it wish to know what it cant? To hurt and cry to sing and chant? What does it want acting like a fool? She shall take a seat, right here, that stool. "What do you want" No reply, just a sad look in her eyes. She is lonely But she is so loved? What does she want? Give her a shove. Her lips are sewn up like that of a scare crow Up and down in a pattern of twine Shes been abused and a quieted By what? Her mind. She never speaks what's in her heart She is flinching in fear The love she felt tore her apart She messed up, and it haunts her Every sound, and noise It reminds her Of him He is the reason she is incapable of love. He is the reason She will never know it.

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The eyes that taught you love Will also teach you pain The ears that listen to you problems Will corrupt your brain The mouth you shared passion with Will use words to tear you down And sometimes the hands that loved you Will push you to the ground But fret you not from your path Its hither that you blossom and grow For the sound of your name called From his lips only then you will know His deception and lies Are not your worry But rather how you handle it And how quickly you scurry He could cut you down a thousand times But yet you will always crawl to him He is your home and warmth He is your fire within

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Apr 20, 2019

Apr 20, 2019 at 9:54 PM UTC

Fire within

The eyes that taught you love Will also teach you pain The ears that listen to you problems Will corrupt your brain The mouth you shared passion with Will use words to tear you down And sometimes the hands that loved you Will push you to the ground But fret you not from your path Its hither that you blossom and grow For the sound of your name called From his lips only then you will know His deception and lies Are not your worry But rather how you handle it And how quickly you scurry He could cut you down a thousand times But yet you will always crawl to him He is your home and warmth He is your fire within

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If I had wings, would I fly? Leave everything and head for the sky Abandon what was mine and see, What life is like above me. Or would I stay and remain near, To the things I love and fear. Watch everyone grow old with who I've been replaced with, Or watch everyone cry over me and struggle in anguish Or go the light and be reunited, With all the people who I once ignited If I had wings would I fly? Leave everything and head for the sky

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 2:18 PM UTC

If i had wings

If I had wings, would I fly? Leave everything and head for the sky Abandon what was mine and see, What life is like above me. Or would I stay and remain near, To the things I love and fear. Watch everyone grow old with who I've been replaced with, Or watch everyone cry over me and struggle in anguish Or go the light and be reunited, With all the people who I once ignited If I had wings would I fly? Leave everything and head for the sky

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I've read the stories of people who have given up Dont be discouraged things can always look up But once you dip and you dip really low Someone will notice but no one will know You can go day by day and no one will see That there is a battle you are tired of fighting You've already lost is how it may seem But trust me dear you are winning By fighting your exhaustion with you tears No one will see your sadness or fear Just keep it up and you will see That if no one notices then you are free You cry for attention so someone will take your place But you mustn't give up you've earned your space You're doing it right by living your life We all make mistakes This can be seen a space for you always will be

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 2:11 PM UTC

Lifes battle

I've read the stories of people who have given up Dont be discouraged things can always look up But once you dip and you dip really low Someone will notice but no one will know You can go day by day and no one will see That there is a battle you are tired of fighting You've already lost is how it may seem But trust me dear you are winning By fighting your exhaustion with you tears No one will see your sadness or fear Just keep it up and you will see That if no one notices then you are free You cry for attention so someone will take your place But you mustn't give up you've earned your space You're doing it right by living your life We all make mistakes This can be seen a space for you always will be

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Words can be silent Words can be bold My head keeps spinning A story untold It makes these lies I choose to believe I mutter in anguish Why is this me? I hate everything I think I'm just melodramatic my head spins a web And makes everything overly climatic I'm hurting myself with my thoughts Someone once told me Thoughts never stop.

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Feb 22, 2019

Feb 22, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC

Thoughts never stop

Words can be silent Words can be bold My head keeps spinning A story untold It makes these lies I choose to believe I mutter in anguish Why is this me? I hate everything I think I'm just melodramatic my head spins a web And makes everything overly climatic I'm hurting myself with my thoughts Someone once told me Thoughts never stop.

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Breathe, Please. Another. Another. Dont give up. Wait! Please dont cry. Heart, Beat. Again. Again. Oh!don't forget to breathe. viciously ripping me to shreds thinner than paper, My conciousness and subconsciousness are trying to cooperate But my mind, Is untying every knot I've tied With no motivation and worries. I need help. But if you ask me, I'll tell you . "I'm fine".

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Jan 30, 2019

Jan 30, 2019 at 11:37 PM UTC

Im fine.

Breathe, Please. Another. Another. Dont give up. Wait! Please dont cry. Heart, Beat. Again. Again. Oh!don't forget to breathe. viciously ripping me to shreds thinner than paper, My conciousness and subconsciousness are trying to cooperate But my mind, Is untying every knot I've tied With no motivation and worries. I need help. But if you ask me, I'll tell you . "I'm fine".

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I hate myself. Not physical me. Or social me. Mental me. She loves to plan my down fall And laugh at my defeat. If only she knew she holds us together Maybe she would stop tearing us apart Shes constantly stabbing me In places where I'm happy, Shes hurting me. Shes hurting we. If only she could see That one day, because of her there could be no we.

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Jan 30, 2019

Jan 30, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC

I hate we

I hate myself. Not physical me. Or social me. Mental me. She loves to plan my down fall And laugh at my defeat. If only she knew she holds us together Maybe she would stop tearing us apart Shes constantly stabbing me In places where I'm happy, Shes hurting me. Shes hurting we. If only she could see That one day, because of her there could be no we.

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I thought losing you, Was bad. But when I take a step back, It's the best thing that's happened to me When I was with you, I constantly feared the worst. But now, I have nothing to fear Without you my chains are released And it feels so great, To be free.

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Jan 25, 2019

Jan 25, 2019 at 9:15 PM UTC

Chains

I thought losing you, Was bad. But when I take a step back, It's the best thing that's happened to me When I was with you, I constantly feared the worst. But now, I have nothing to fear Without you my chains are released And it feels so great, To be free.

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I shouldn't be frustrated. I should not be mad. But something inside me, Tells me I am. I've denied the feeling, Whatever it is. To try and be happy. Shall I begin? You met up with her, You guys are just friends. I trust your decisions, To my very ends. But something inside me, Crawls to my head. Starts complaining, A small shallowly beg. Get out I will say, Every time! But it tells me. That you're not only mine?! This creature comes, Quite often I believe. I goes by a name, Jealousy. But that's not the only name, It goes by so many. The green eyed like grass, Somethimes even envy. I despise it greatly, If only I could see. That this creature or....feeling, Is a part...of me.

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Jan 17, 2019

Jan 17, 2019 at 9:10 AM UTC

The creature

I shouldn't be frustrated. I should not be mad. But something inside me, Tells me I am. I've denied the feeling, Whatever it is. To try and be happy. Shall I begin? You met up with her, You guys are just friends. I trust your decisions, To my very ends. But something inside me, Crawls to my head. Starts complaining, A small shallowly beg. Get out I will say, Every time! But it tells me. That you're not only mine?! This creature comes, Quite often I believe. I goes by a name, Jealousy. But that's not the only name, It goes by so many. The green eyed like grass, Somethimes even envy. I despise it greatly, If only I could see. That this creature or....feeling, Is a part...of me.

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