Yea so men ****
And they are kinda lame.
But with my luck,
They're all the **** same.
Insensitive to how I feel,
stupid and useless.
Like shark bait on a reel,
I am temporary and placeless .
I am easily removed,
Happily I bet too.
I'm not some animal to be wooed,
Men are much like the flu.
men ****
I hate men.
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC
Why do I throw away good advice,
Does my heart yearn to learn like a device.
Does it wish to know what it cant?
To hurt and cry to sing and chant?
What does it want acting like a fool?
She shall take a seat, right here, that stool.
"What do you want"
No reply,
just a sad look in her eyes.
She is lonely
But she is so loved?
What does she want?
Give her a shove.
Her lips are sewn up like that of a scare crow
Up and down in a pattern of twine
Shes been abused and a quieted
By what? Her mind.
She never speaks what's in her heart
She is flinching in fear
The love she felt tore her apart
She messed up, and it haunts her
Every sound, and noise
It reminds her
Of him
He is the reason
she is incapable of love.
He is the reason
She will never know it.
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 10:10 PM UTC
The eyes that taught you love
Will also teach you pain
The ears that listen to you problems
Will corrupt your brain
The mouth you shared passion with
Will use words to tear you down
And sometimes the hands that loved you
Will push you to the ground
But fret you not from your path
Its hither that you blossom and grow
For the sound of your name called
From his lips only then you will know
His deception and lies
Are not your worry
But rather how you handle it
And how quickly you scurry
He could cut you down a thousand times
But yet you will always crawl to him
He is your home and warmth
He is your fire within
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 9:54 PM UTC
If I had wings, would I fly?
Leave everything and head for the sky
Abandon what was mine and see,
What life is like above me.
Or would I stay and remain near,
To the things I love and fear.
Watch everyone grow old with who I've been replaced with,
Or watch everyone cry over me and struggle in anguish
Or go the light and be reunited,
With all the people who I once ignited
If I had wings would I fly?
Leave everything and head for the sky
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 2:18 PM UTC
I've read the stories of people who have given up
Dont be discouraged things can always look up
But once you dip and you dip really low
Someone will notice but no one will know
You can go day by day and no one will see
That there is a battle you are tired of fighting
You've already lost is how it may seem
But trust me dear you are winning
By fighting your exhaustion with you tears
No one will see your sadness or fear
Just keep it up and you will see
That if no one notices then you are free
You cry for attention so someone will take your place
But you mustn't give up you've earned your space
You're doing it right
by living your life
We all make mistakes
This can be seen a space for you always will be
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 2:11 PM UTC
Words can be silent
Words can be bold
My head keeps spinning
A story untold
It makes these lies
I choose to believe
I mutter in anguish
Why is this me?
I hate everything
I think I'm just melodramatic
my head spins a web
And makes everything overly climatic
I'm hurting myself with my thoughts
Someone once told me
Thoughts never stop.
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC
Breathe,
Please.
Another.
Another.
Dont give up.
Wait!
Please dont cry.
Heart,
Beat.
Again.
Again.
Oh!don't forget to breathe.
viciously ripping me to shreds thinner than paper,
My conciousness and subconsciousness
are trying to cooperate
But my mind,
Is untying every knot I've tied
With no motivation and worries.
I need help.
But if you ask me,
I'll tell you .
"I'm fine".
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 11:37 PM UTC
I hate myself.
Not physical me.
Or social me.
Mental me.
She loves to plan my down fall
And laugh at my defeat.
If only she knew she holds us together
Maybe she would stop tearing us apart
Shes constantly stabbing me
In places where I'm happy,
Shes hurting me. Shes hurting we.
If only she could see
That one day, because of her there could be no we.
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC
I thought losing you,
Was bad.
But when I take a step back,
It's the best thing
that's happened to me
When I was with you,
I constantly feared the worst.
But now,
I have nothing to fear
Without you my chains are released
And it feels so great,
To be free.
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 9:15 PM UTC
I shouldn't be frustrated.
I should not be mad.
But something inside me,
Tells me I am.
I've denied the feeling,
Whatever it is.
To try and be happy.
Shall I begin?
You met up with her,
You guys are just friends.
I trust your decisions,
To my very ends.
But something inside me,
Crawls to my head.
Starts complaining,
A small shallowly beg.
Get out I will say,
Every time!
But it tells me.
That you're not only mine?!
This creature comes,
Quite often I believe.
I goes by a name,
Jealousy.
But that's not the only name,
It goes by so many.
The green eyed like grass,
Somethimes even envy.
I despise it greatly,
If only I could see.
That this creature or....feeling,
Is a part...of me.
Jan 17, 2019
Jan 17, 2019 at 9:10 AM UTC