It must be nice to be able to lay next to someone that continuesto prove that they love you with every fiber of their being. But you only notice the one that has done nothing but hurt you that's laying on the other side of you. You choose pain and misery over happiness and joy. It must be nice to be so painfully ignorant. My only wish is that you would at least make it seem like you care instead of being cold to love
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 7:49 PM UTC
Used accused abused and tossed away this is all I've know in life my other half has been lying to me about how her life has been she's saying it is mine but I don't really trust that it is you see with her is never know I've been used and abused and now accused just let me be me
Jun 26, 2017
Jun 26, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC
Life what is the point to it all we do is ruin everything we touch today we ruin someone else tomorrow the world drowns in hellfire but today I lay my soul to rest I allow it to completely leave my body the knife in my hand is my release but my mind is telling me to put it down but my heart is saying put it down but make sure it's through a major blood vessel that way I no longer ruin and or destroy the ones I love and care about unrequited love is the equivalent of death so I might as well make it so
May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 10:09 PM UTC
They say that darkness cloaks and choke everything including light then why do when I find darkness my light I'd never eclipsed instead it brightens trying to purge the darkness only to make a little progress only to get swallowed up in the darkness never to be seen from again I used to hide a dagger of light in my cloak now it's in my back for remember darkness swallows everything including light my light is located in the heart of darkness
Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 1:23 AM UTC
the pain i'm in is unreal its severe when i have no idea why i miss you but i hate you more than this plane of existence the way you hurt me is unforgivable at least give me a ******* choice on what happens to my blood. the pain hits randomly and cripples me whenever i hear our song i cant move when i see something of yours i want to die but i cant end this pain because i would have to end myself
Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 2:24 AM UTC
you're beautiful so I tell you and even after everything I've been through you still choose me to make you smile but you don't see that when we fight I wilt and die and you'll never notice because I can stay a happy person with this mask of flowers
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 6:48 PM UTC
It's been ten months and I still miss you like I did the first day we spilt it's been ten months why do you still depsise me? I didn't mean to ***** up I tried my hardest to manage how you wanted me to be but still and then him how do you live with doing that to someone
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC
Your heart was Ice while mine was fire
We worked like water and oil
We didn't mix well
My situation was dire
But you were strained like a coil
I ******* up and you said go to hell
My heart is black to match my soul
They say love mends along with time
How much time will it take to mend so that I may love and feel it
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:55 AM UTC
I feel weighed down with the possibility that I could have you on my arm but then I realize it's a dream and dreams aren't possible they're wasted on me too I can never let you be happy it seems I'm always so stupid that I push myself into life then I realize it's not impossible just improbable and that means we are impossible and I am a wild dream
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
I miss your touch I miss your smile I'm jealous that he gets them if we want in that place i'd happily take his place and turn you happy because I know I ******* up when we were us but I'm sorry I truly am sorry I shouldn't have let her get between us because she stole our happiness and in its place put misery and a sense of longing that is the longing to be held close to you again and to see your smile it brightened my day so much but now it darkens my day to think about him getting that smile that I long for so much and the ability to touch you and hold you I don't know if you'd call it love or lust I would call it perfect if I got his position
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC