On trembling thigh he could no longer run,
How long ago had this begun?
Slowly down unto frosted field he fell,
How long he'd been running through this waking hell?
From his aching tired chest, he desperately clung to his final frozen breath,
Could it be he'd finished this eternal test?
Weeks had passed in silent still he laid,
Each moment lived, relived within, an' thus his suspended suff'ring began to fade
Return'd back to th' breast of Earth from whence it came
Th' body of man will forever decay the same
Then struck, an infinite instant in which pain and hate he'd known none.
Anew to the world, reborn to new flesh and time, his soul awoke with the desperate need to run.
Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 9:26 PM UTC
with the dawn of
four a.m.
the pen bleeds
keystrokes weep
for the heart pours
when the soul can't sleep
at half past
four a.m.
the seconds trickle
moments crawl
thoughts begin to race
as a fog consumes them all
upon the dusk of
four a.m
the silence flows
the mind reseals
the soul feels safe
as the peaceful quiet heals
Jan 11, 2017
Jan 11, 2017 at 4:48 AM UTC
I will not
be trapped within a web of lies
created by my own mind.
For far too long,
from myself, I've tried to hide
Far too late and long ago,
too many lines were crossed
because I did not know
how much affect my actions hold.
Now that I've begun to grow
I'm seeing things I always should have known.
I need to love myself, and my heart of gold.
In the mirror, I look me in the eyes,
as realization dawns on me I start to smile.
The best part about my mind
is that it's mine, and that is why,
I decide, to no longer be,
trapped within
my own web of lies.
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 10:36 AM UTC
Scarlet rain briskly dances, from the leaky vein.
Casting out sadness and pain,
as it makes it's way toward the drain.
I wake forth with strain,
as the images fade through the mist of my brain.
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
The world is filled with swine in suits and ties,
hogging down and ******** out lies,
stopping here and there,
to trim their tusks and tame each others hair,
for appearance certainly is a must,
when you're a creature none should trust.
Sludge and slop goes to the top,
to feed the greedy boars.
The filthy ****** spread their legs from shore to shore
always wanting and demanding more and more.
From behind a locked door,
somewhere on an eighteenth floor,
you can hear their squealing cries,
smell their wretched sties,
and feel the hate that pours,
from their blackened beady eyes.
Use caution where you tread,
and think before you fill your head.
Be careful with which words you choose to believe,
for not everyone is who they seem to be.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC
You and I and the silky sounds of the sea,
soft and slow,
sweetly stepping without rest,
suddenly we're silently stowed away,
secluded within a ship,
setting sail toward secret sands,
starry skies spying through these surging storms.
Surrounded by electric energy,
engulfing you and me,
endangering the empty empathy,
encouraging us closer to elation's edge,
endorphins eat away our earlier engagements,
and everything escapes through your eyes.
Accepting the expressive expectations,
exposing the explanation of excitement,
exploring and extracting,
exceptional new examples,
as we exit this reality,
upon our pure ecstasy.
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
Oh how you run freely through my veins,
carefree and joyous as if playfully jumping trains,
controlling me,
you're a puppet master,
you hold my reins.
Oh how you run freely through my veins.
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 6:15 PM UTC
My choices are mine to make,
and the risks are fine to take,
because it's my happiness that's at stake.
And yes, at times, I'll fall,
and that's okay because to me, I will call,
I'll pick myself up and stand tall,
when faced with a challenge, I will jump that wall.
No longer in a stagnant pool,
I'll no longer be a fool,
The river of my life is now flowing free,
the dam that held for so long,
has been broken by me.
A breath of air in my lungs,
I've already decided to take the plunge,
At this point I will never go back,
no turning now, I will not slack,
I've set my course, I will stay on track.
Never again, will I go back.
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 1:00 PM UTC
Through the fog,
his figured appeared,
atop a hill,
upon a steed.
With a glare,
in his stare,
he said to me;
Go tell the others,
your sisters and brothers,
your fathers and mothers,
tell them the day is near,
for soon the Lord shall come,
out of the fog,
He shall appear.
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 8:37 PM UTC
To you.
Wherever you are,
whenever you read this,
know that it's just for you.
...
You're sad,
you're angry,
and hurt.
Confused and frustrated
doesn't even begin to explain
the inner pain.
But I know.
I do.
I've been where you are,
I've felt that hurt,
I've cried those tears,
I've screamed those words.
I've torn myself apart,
down to little shreds,
drowning and dreading,
ready to give up.
Don't.
Because, here's the thing.
I know it's familiar,
I know you're used to it.
I know you think you're at the end.
But you're not.
Take a deep breath with me,
and feel the truth of my words.
You. Are. Loved.
You are Not alone in this.
I swear,
and I wish I could stress it more,
if no one else is there,
know that I am.
I am here.
Telling you how beautiful and deserving of life you are.
Because it's true.
You're so much braver than you know.
You have so much to offer this world.
There absolutely is a purpose for you.
That purpose is not and never will be,
for you to end your own life.
I know that because I am here today.
These words I'm telling you,
they aren't just pulled out of the air.
I'm telling you this,
because I can,
because someone cared.
I'm telling you this,
on purpose,
so that you remember,
and trust,
that you are loved and not alone.
...
Please, Please don't forget that.
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 12:43 PM UTC