Today, a mistake was made
Some words were said,
my sight went red
and my bond with you was severely frayed
Now, **I'm ******
Here's something that you missed
*you ****** up*
I've been betrayed
So go to Hell and tell Satan
you're a heathen worth hating
Today, a memory was lost
Some things were forgotten
I'm paying the cost
and all the love we shared has been tossed
Out the window
Here's something you don't know
**I ******* hate you**
I'm over all the ********
So next time you decide to speak my name
Remember you lost and I'm the game
Today, a truth shined through
all the lies
in which you relied
I can't stand how **I got ******* while you always got the best of me
Now I'm enraged enough to say,
**** you!"**
Yeah, today my blood congealed
I sewed the wound shut,
but the scar will never heal
For this,
**I ******* hate you.**
and I hope your death hurts a great deal
Today, a lie was told
As if it was the gods honest truth
I can see it all clearly now
But what's the use?
I'm tattered, battered and abused
And I'm blaming it all on you
I've lost so much already
What else is there to lose?
**I ******* hate you!**
What story is there to tell?
What's left to say?
How about this....
GO TO HELL!!!
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 6:31 PM UTC
I'm lost in the dark
someone light a candle.
I see no way to the path
only darkness and nothingness.
Stumbling around in circles
Hoping to find some familiar sign
But there is nothing to save me
You see I'm lost in my own mind.
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
June 1st, 2008:
They'll never convict me, they don't have any real proof, I cleaned up all my mess, no one knows the truth
January 29th, 2009:
**** Lawyer, says he's got so much evidence. Wait until he hears my defense. Rock solid alibi, I wasn't even there that night!*
March 10th, 2009:
My lawyers a shmuck but I think he knows his stuff. Talking about blood patterns and mismatched knives. Can't this jury just admit I'm innocent and get on with their lives?
November 14th, 2009:
Well, now there's a new witness, says he saw me that night. I know it can't be true, I kept outta sight. Supposedly he heard her scream, but I know that's not right. I had her mouth duct taped tight
August 15th, 2010:
Guilty! How the hell can this be?! This wasn't supposed to happen to me!
February 12th, 2011:
*That girl was asking for trouble, it was unavoidable, anyone can see I didn't do no wrong, this **** jail cell ain't where I belong!*
May 2nd, 2011:
I'm getting the chair!? This just isn't fair. I got a lot of family to think about, they believe I'm innocent, beyond a doubt
July 21st, 2011:
I don't understand why they haven't come to visit me, it's actually starting to get kinda lonely.
December 25th, 2011:
*Well, it's Christmas today, here I am in my cell. I can't even remember when I actually fell. Why did I **** that poor young girl? Robbed her of her chance to make it in this world.*
March 30th, 2012:
Please God, forgive me for my sins, help me find salvation. I'll never again bow to wicked temptations. I'm getting electrified in such a short time, can you help me find a way to ease my troubled mind?
April 6th, 2012:
Please God, please, I beg of you, just get me out of here! I'll trust in you, in YOU I'll fear! Please save me from this awful fate, in you, my love will be great!
April 8th, 2012:
Well, God, I guess you haven't been listening, are you even there? I tried to change my ways, do good, but I'm pretty sure you no longer care. I'm sorry but I just don't believe anymore, I'm not even sure why I'm saying this prayer because tomorrow morning I'm getting the chair
April 9th, 2012:
I'm walking the dreaded green mile to take my last breath. I admit, I did wrong, but what will I say to Death? Sitting here, while they strap me down, through the glass in front of me, looking all around, I see the faces of her parents, crying. Well, I guess they're getting their wish, I'm dying. I repented, I asked for forgiveness, they ask if I have any last words. There was only one thought going through my head... So I said.. "Where does my soul go when I'm dead? Of all my evil doings here on earth, what price am I really worth? Do you all really believe that I truly deserve death?" and as I take my last breath, nobody answered me
Then...
Electricity
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
Sometimes
The
Hardest
Part
Of Life
Is
Never
Knowing
Why
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
I have come to an impasse in my life
I no longer have a definitive direction
Now only questions without answers
And answers with no explanation
In all things I lack the closure I crave
Just a gaping hole filled with misery
I long to at last carve out the sorrow
To be free and **** that part of me
That part that refuses to let me heal
To let the scars of the past fade
But some wounds never truly mend
And in this realization I am unmade.
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
So little left of what was the real me
The lies and pain chip away my heart
I long for something real and forever
To be loved and wanted not torn apart
True permanence in love seems a myth
But I've always believed in fantasy
Disenchantment is never a thought
Here I remain cocooned in my misery.
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
Time seems to drift away,
Friends seem to drift away,
Love seems to drift away,
Purpose seems to drift away,
Dreams seem to drift away,
Life seems to drift away,
In time we will all drift away.
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC
Time ticks by slower and slower,
I feel as though I'm going crazy.
I'm sure there's something I could do,
But I find I'm much too lazy.
My brain is slowly devoured,
By my nagging boredom.
There must be something I can do,
To fix my sad misfortune.
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 9:27 PM UTC
Verse 1
The pieces fly through the air
as the puzzle of my dreams is shattered
I feel the thread about to break
Near severed by the one that mattered
I saw in you what no one could
imperfect perfection personified
Now the fracture's become a break
From this pain in my heart I cannot hide
Chorus
Time doesn't mend the damage
I do not heal I only scar
Bound to these dark emotions
Etched forever upon my heart
The images never fade
Burned deep in my memory
Tear my soul apart again
My beautiful misery
Verse 2
Knowing the pain is coming
I find myself crawling back again
Begging for your sweet rejection
It's better than silence in the end
Smoke curls from your beautiful lips
I miss breathing in that sweet poison
You shatter me and mend me
Beautiful misery I am undone
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
Life is nothing more than a conglomeration of dreams, and we nothing more than reflections in the water of life.
This reflection fades with the passing of time, and changes with the seasons.
If we do not live life to the fullest then the water simply evaporates.
So we must hold on to one another and keep the dream going, for if the dream fades so shall we.
We love, we lose.
We laugh, we cry.
But, nothing is more lonely than feeling the dream alone.
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
