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jacksolomon
jacksolomon
Writer & poet, looking for completion, love, and truth.
Today, a mistake was made Some words were said, my sight went red and my bond with you was severely frayed Now, **I'm ****** Here's something that you missed *you ****** up* I've been betrayed So go to Hell and tell Satan you're a heathen worth hating Today, a memory was lost Some things were forgotten I'm paying the cost and all the love we shared has been tossed Out the window Here's something you don't know **I ******* hate you** I'm over all the ******** So next time you decide to speak my name Remember you lost and I'm the game Today, a truth shined through all the lies in which you relied I can't stand how **I got ******* while you always got the best of me Now I'm enraged enough to say, **** you!"** Yeah, today my blood congealed I sewed the wound shut, but the scar will never heal For this, **I ******* hate you.** and I hope your death hurts a great deal Today, a lie was told As if it was the gods honest truth I can see it all clearly now But what's the use? I'm tattered, battered and abused And I'm blaming it all on you I've lost so much already What else is there to lose? **I ******* hate you!** What story is there to tell? What's left to say? How about this.... GO TO HELL!!!
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Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 6:31 PM UTC
To Hell With You ~~~ Collaboration with the Marvelous Frank Ruland
I'm lost in the dark someone light a candle. I see no way to the path only darkness and nothingness. Stumbling around in circles Hoping to find some familiar sign But there is nothing to save me You see I'm lost in my own mind.
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
Lost
June 1st, 2008: They'll never convict me, they don't have any real proof, I cleaned up all my mess, no one knows the truth January 29th, 2009: **** Lawyer, says he's got so much evidence. Wait until he hears my defense. Rock solid alibi, I wasn't even there that night!* March 10th, 2009: My lawyers a shmuck but I think he knows his stuff. Talking about blood patterns and mismatched knives. Can't this jury just admit I'm innocent and get on with their lives? November 14th, 2009: Well, now there's a new witness, says he saw me that night. I know it can't be true, I kept outta sight. Supposedly he heard her scream, but I know that's not right. I had her mouth duct taped tight August 15th, 2010: Guilty! How the hell can this be?!  This wasn't supposed to happen to me! February 12th, 2011: *That girl was asking for trouble, it was unavoidable, anyone can see I didn't do no wrong, this **** jail cell ain't where I belong!* May 2nd, 2011: I'm getting the chair!? This just isn't fair. I got a lot of family to think about, they believe I'm innocent, beyond a doubt July 21st, 2011: I don't understand why they haven't come to visit me, it's actually starting to get kinda lonely. December 25th, 2011: *Well, it's Christmas today, here I am in my cell. I can't even remember when I actually fell. Why did I **** that poor young girl?  Robbed her of her chance to make it in this world.* March 30th, 2012: Please God, forgive me for my sins, help me find salvation. I'll never again bow to wicked temptations. I'm getting electrified in such a short time, can you help me find a way to ease my troubled mind? April 6th, 2012: Please God, please, I beg of you, just get me out of here! I'll trust in you, in YOU I'll fear! Please save me from this awful fate, in you, my love will be great! April 8th, 2012: Well, God, I guess you haven't been listening, are you even there? I tried to change my ways, do good, but I'm pretty sure you no longer care. I'm sorry but I just don't believe anymore, I'm not even sure why I'm saying this prayer because tomorrow morning I'm getting the chair April 9th, 2012: I'm walking the dreaded green mile to take my last breath. I admit, I did wrong, but what will I say to Death?  Sitting here, while they strap me down, through the glass in front of me, looking all around, I see the faces of her parents, crying. Well, I guess they're getting their wish, I'm dying. I repented, I asked for forgiveness, they ask if I have any last words. There was only one thought going through my head... So I said..  "Where does my soul go when I'm dead? Of all my evil doings here on earth, what price am I really worth? Do you all really believe that I truly deserve death?" and as I take my last breath, nobody answered me Then... Electricity
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
Inside The Mind Of A Dead Man
June 1st, 2008: They'll never convict me, they don't have any real proof, I cleaned up all my mess, no one knows the truth January 29th, 2009: **** Lawyer, says he's got so much evidence. Wait until he hears my defense. Rock solid alibi, I wasn't even there that night!* March 10th, 2009: My lawyers a shmuck but I think he knows his stuff. Talking about blood patterns and mismatched knives. Can't this jury just admit I'm innocent and get on with their lives? November 14th, 2009: Well, now there's a new witness, says he saw me that night. I know it can't be true, I kept outta sight. Supposedly he heard her scream, but I know that's not right. I had her mouth duct taped tight August 15th, 2010: Guilty! How the hell can this be?!  This wasn't supposed to happen to me! February 12th, 2011: *That girl was asking for trouble, it was unavoidable, anyone can see I didn't do no wrong, this **** jail cell ain't where I belong!* May 2nd, 2011: I'm getting the chair!? This just isn't fair. I got a lot of family to think about, they believe I'm innocent, beyond a doubt July 21st, 2011: I don't understand why they haven't come to visit me, it's actually starting to get kinda lonely. December 25th, 2011: *Well, it's Christmas today, here I am in my cell. I can't even remember when I actually fell. Why did I **** that poor young girl?  Robbed her of her chance to make it in this world.* March 30th, 2012: Please God, forgive me for my sins, help me find salvation. I'll never again bow to wicked temptations. I'm getting electrified in such a short time, can you help me find a way to ease my troubled mind? April 6th, 2012: Please God, please, I beg of you, just get me out of here! I'll trust in you, in YOU I'll fear! Please save me from this awful fate, in you, my love will be great! April 8th, 2012: Well, God, I guess you haven't been listening, are you even there? I tried to change my ways, do good, but I'm pretty sure you no longer care. I'm sorry but I just don't believe anymore, I'm not even sure why I'm saying this prayer because tomorrow morning I'm getting the chair April 9th, 2012: I'm walking the dreaded green mile to take my last breath. I admit, I did wrong, but what will I say to Death?  Sitting here, while they strap me down, through the glass in front of me, looking all around, I see the faces of her parents, crying. Well, I guess they're getting their wish, I'm dying. I repented, I asked for forgiveness, they ask if I have any last words. There was only one thought going through my head... So I said..  "Where does my soul go when I'm dead? Of all my evil doings here on earth, what price am I really worth? Do you all really believe that I truly deserve death?" and as I take my last breath, nobody answered me Then... Electricity
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Sometimes The Hardest Part Of Life Is Never Knowing Why
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
Just Tell Me (10w)
I have come to an impasse in my life I no longer have a definitive direction Now only questions without answers And answers with no explanation In all things I lack the closure I crave Just a gaping hole filled with misery I long to at last carve out the sorrow To be free and **** that part of me That part that refuses to let me heal To let the scars of the past fade But some wounds never truly mend And in this realization I am unmade.
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
Impasse
So little left of what was the real me The lies and pain chip away my heart I long for something real and forever To be loved and wanted not torn apart True permanence in love seems a myth But I've always believed in fantasy Disenchantment is never a thought Here I remain cocooned in my misery.
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
Losing Myself in Misery
Time seems to drift away, Friends seem to drift away, Love seems to drift away, Purpose seems to drift away, Dreams seem to drift away, Life seems to drift away, In time we will all drift away.
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC
Drift Away
Time ticks by slower and slower, I feel as though I'm going crazy. I'm sure there's something I could do, But I find I'm much too lazy. My brain is slowly devoured, By my nagging boredom. There must be something I can do, To fix my sad misfortune.
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 9:27 PM UTC
Misfortune
Verse 1 The pieces fly through the air as the puzzle of my dreams is shattered I feel the thread about to break Near severed by the one that mattered I saw in you what no one could imperfect perfection personified Now the fracture's become a break From this pain in my heart I cannot hide Chorus Time doesn't mend the damage I do not heal I only scar Bound to these dark emotions Etched forever upon my heart The images never fade Burned deep in my memory Tear my soul apart again My beautiful misery Verse 2 Knowing the pain is coming I find myself crawling back again Begging for your sweet rejection It's better than silence in the end Smoke curls from your beautiful lips I miss breathing in that sweet poison You shatter me and mend me Beautiful misery I am undone
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Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
Beautiful Misery (original lyrics inspired by other writings)
Life is nothing more than a conglomeration of dreams, and we nothing more than reflections in the water of life. This reflection fades with the passing of time, and changes with the seasons. If we do not live life to the fullest then the water simply evaporates. So we must hold on to one another and keep the dream going, for if the dream fades so shall we. We love, we lose. We laugh, we cry. But, nothing is more lonely than feeling the dream alone.
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Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
Reflections