You said you'd wait.
It was a lie.
Underneath a somber grey and pallor sky
I hold my still beating heart in my hands
and yet I still capitulate to your quaint demands
With a smile on my face
I'm still Bereaved
with a smile on my face
I still believe
With a smile on my face
I still taste bittersweet and metallic malevolence
Some still claim hate is folly
but the only thing I regret is love or was it lack thereof?
I still dream
and In between memories and make believe happy- endings
I wake up drenched in feverish and sickly-sweet sweat.
I've been betrayed
go ahead and stick your blade in my back and twist
twist until i cease to exist
Twist until the earth runs red
with blood and regret
with tears and sweat
and i can still feel your breath upon my neck
and your words still caress my fragile disposition
but i still wake up alone
and I still wake up betrayed.
**** you*
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 7:44 PM UTC
**Shroud me in charcoal clouds
and let the frigid autumn wind caress my skin
suspend me in a womb of hidden truths
and bury me sweetly in a hallowed and nihilistic tomb**
So why are you astonished
in this world of rot and *****
when our child-like elations become extinguished by adult realizations
and innocence is *****
**So Shroud me in charcoal clouds
and let the frigid autumn wind caress my skin
suspend me in a womb of hidden truths
and bury me sweetly in a hallowed and nihilistic tomb**
when fear consumes you from the inside out
and all the walls are closing in
I will be your friend
Who can you trust and where do you go,
When you feel so ******* hollow.
When you've bitten off much more than you can swallow
and you watch your dreams slither down the drain
What will keep you sane?
**So Shroud me in charcoal clouds
and let the frigid autumn wind caress my skin
suspend me in a womb of hidden truths
and bury me sweetly in a hallowed and nihilistic tomb**
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 10:30 PM UTC
In my eye there is desire
In the depths of my soul burns an unquenchable fire
consuming my flaccid resolve like flax
sinking in tooth and claw
my sworn enemy is addiction
whispers in my ear and melts away conviction
Will i conquer this or perish in agony?
Will i commit to love or die tragically.
Like an elephant on my chest
this beast of burden grants no one rest.
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC
Verse 1
Spewing ignorant diatribes
Willfully leading enervate lives
Yielding to your Id’s
When the bell rings you salivate
Empty vessels sole intent to propagate
A disregard for higher consciousness
A blank countenance
Absent minds beget absent images
Chorus
Solitude becomes an affliction
When imprisoned by these conditions
Revulsion felt deep inside
A pariah by own design
View this ****** up world through my eyes
Verse 2
Is this their design?
Humans by assembly-line?
Media programmed minds?
Creature-comforts replacing the divine?
Eat…Mate…Sleep…Repeat…
Nothing more…Nothing less…
Absent minds beget absent image
Chorus
Solitude becomes an affliction
When imprisoned by these conditions
Revulsion felt deep inside
A pariah by own design
View this ****** up world through my eyes
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 9:31 PM UTC
Verse 1:
Lost in this cerebral jungle
Stalked by shadows
Facing reality is half the battle
Paranoia and confusion
What is real and what is an illusion?
Resonant whispers misguiding my resolve
There’s nothing that these pills won’t solve
Chorus 1:
Prescribe me tranquility
Synthesized solutions
Prescribe me bliss
Nevermind the risks
Alter consciousness for altar offerings
Verse 2:
Once the catatonic fog was lifted
I saw your wings were broken
Serpent’s tongues deceived me
A shepherd’s crook for a crooked shepherd
Masquerading demi-god’s
You’re nothing but false prophets
Chorus 2:
Prescribe me chemical lobotomies
Synthesized solutions
Prescribe me verity
Science without empathy
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 9:27 PM UTC