The girl that loved so hard,
She ended up to be broken
Yet so loving still
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:17 PM UTC
Even though you're cut and hurt
Remember
Beautiful flowers
Are the ones people choose to cut
and keep
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:13 PM UTC
Today
I am... I am but
a shadow,
of who I was. A broken, grey thing.
a voiceless
thing, miming lyric and ****** rhyme,
A broken watch that's keeping time
and the watch has hands, but it's
faceless
and in the broken wiry strands, I'm
hidden,
waiting to stop time, and rewind
back to the moment when you shared my misery.
But you broke free,
and now you mock me.
Your laughing life mocks me, leaves me
raging,
and vainly hunting
How dare you be a beautiful something,
and leave me behind to be this ugly
nothing.
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:56 PM UTC
As sad as I am
I need to keep my head high
It is hope I need
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:38 PM UTC
I began to swim
stronger in shifting currents
though pools of winter -
meeting poetry
in winds of spring, riding
rails and roadways
into the summer and
running farther than ever
away from my doubts -
until an early
autumn frost began melting
my pride - the same way
I count another
lap around the sun - again
I begin to swim
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC
no
no
go away
you've caught me at a bad time
no
no
not right now
I'm busy
so busy
my head is spinning
I can't hang out today
I'm busy breaking mirrors
I can't party all night long
I have to stain my bed with tears
I'd love to see a movie
But I'd rather see scars on skin
I could celebrate with you
but I'm choking on candy confetti
Why scream at a concert
when I can scream
my own self loathing and frustration
till my throat is raw
no
no
go away
I can't come out to play
I'm busy
so busy
dying and dying
and dying
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:16 PM UTC
All year long I've been treading water.
I've got lost at sea
And storms took me by surprise here and there.
I've drowned more than once,
But now I am riding,
As what seems to be,
An endless wave.
Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
Draw a breath the way you'd draw your sword,
As you exhale you feel the power that follows,
How the vapour lingers like the sun soaked blade
In the air,
Preparing to charge,
Throwing yourself through hell and back
Effortlessly,
Can you feel the battle drum
That pounds in your chest?
The fire in your belly
As you spark up a cigarette
And face your enemies
Eye to eye,
The tension in those coiled muscles of yours,
Like you are ready to pounce.
The cannon has been fired,
Go forth and savour the ultimate victory,
Wipe your sword,
Tame the bonfire in your stomach
Smile at the sky and feel the warmth
Of the sun.
You have seized another day,
Another triumph.
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC