I loved you with a ferver I could only describe as religious
but our love was forgotten
along with the promises we made
and as we move about our lives
and as you move on I'll still be stuck here
dreaming of the life we could've had
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 2:08 PM UTC
that feeling of inescapable sadness and despair
the one that creeps up on you when no ones looking
the one that is lurking in the darkest corners
that feeling will never leave you.
you can try to escape it but it will always somehow find you
you can try to push it away and act like it isn't there
so much so that you forget about it completely
but in the back of your mind you know its there
and you know that it will come back
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 2:04 PM UTC
they say to be loved is to be seen
so how can you say you love me when you don't see me?
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 1:32 PM UTC
I want you to need me the way that I need you
I want you to love me the way that I love you
I want you to want me the way that I want you
Its all I can hope for
And all I cant ask
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 1:04 PM UTC
I am consumed with sadness
Its in my bones
In my soul
In my dna
This sadness is my being
I have learned to befriend it instead of pushing it away
I am told to be happy but this sadness is my companion
Its always with me wherever I go
Im comfortable where i am
But i yet i still yearn for more
I yearn for a life where i can be happy and free
But i cant escape this sadness
It is who i am
And it consumes my everyday
But im okay with that
no matter how much i dream
I cant escape the thing im meant to be
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 10:50 AM UTC
Everyone has monsters
But the monsters that consume me aren't the ones hiding under your bed or lurking in the closet
The monsters i face are all around me
Their family, friends, the people you trust
These monsters are everywhere at school, in the street, at the mall
I have done some bad things and i blame it on those monsters
But after all this time I realised
The only monster was me
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 10:43 AM UTC
I will die your daughter
The lazy and useless daughter
The daughter who only cared about herself
At least that's what you saw
But im the daughter who tried to show her love
Who fought to be the best in your eyes
Who never put herself first
I think you see yourself in me
And that scares you
So to you im worthless
But ill die your daughter
And you'll mourn the things we never had
So ill die your daughter the way it was meant to be
Oct 29, 2025
Oct 29, 2025 at 12:29 PM UTC
The scars i bear tell my story
The story of a girl who fought and struggled
These scars i bear do not define me
I am more than the things you see
But you never saw beyond those scars
And past that is a sweet and caring girl
But you never saw what lied beyond the hurt
So i scratch and claw away at my skin
Trying to convey the story of a girl who tried her hardest
Oct 29, 2025
Oct 29, 2025 at 12:26 PM UTC
I have so much life to live
So much to accomplish
So much more to do
But im fighting for a life i dont want
A life so many others deserve
I want all the pain and hurt to disappear
To feel brand new again
But i cant so i keep on fighting
For this life i dont want
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 1:06 PM UTC
Im daddys little girl
He picks me up and spins me around
Im daddys little girl
We go out for ice cream and laugh for hours
Im daddys little girl
he tells me ill always come first
Im daddys little girl
We get in a fight and i tell him i hate him
Im daddys little girl
I lock myself in my room and dont speak
Im daddys little girl
Mommy tells me im just like him
Im daddys little girl
But ive grown up
Im daddys little girl
But he chooses his girlfriend over me
Im daddys little girl
So were silent at dinner not knowing what to say
Im daddys little girl
So we dont speak for weeks
Im daddys little girl
So we grow apart
But im not daddys little girl anymore
So we go our separate ways as i choke back the words i yearn to say
And i think “am i still your little girl?”
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 12:45 PM UTC