Lights last for such a short time
they flicker as long as they can
Nothing good can ever come
The darkness is still there
creeping into the corner
melting into the souls
crushing the light
annihilating
corrupting
smashing
killing
dying
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC
Where are they?
Those arms that used to hold
Tightly to my skin
Till my nighmares would unfold
When did I do it?
Push my loves ones away
Tryinging to be stong
I made my soul crumble in dismay
I need you now more than ever
Will you please stay my kin
I won't let them know
That I am weak within
I'll stand in the light
Be stronger than I am
For only I know
that beneath this mask
I've fallen down
I have cuts on my knees
Scrapes on my hands
And bruises on my chest
I've not recovered from any of these
But still detirmined to stand
I've run miles to find you
I've searched every land
Yet you are so far away
And I need you so bad
Nobody likes those who are broken
Or helps up those who can't stand
Will anyone ever realise
That it's all pretend
I still defend others
Though I'm crying inside
Standing for my brothers
Until the day I've died
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 11:38 AM UTC
everything bursts with colours
we sit surrounded by golden light
we may as well be flying
As if we'd never been alone
washed with sprinkles below the aurora
we marvel in the peace
our hearts flutter like the butterflies
In the fields where we run
The day is running out
A gentle red sunset caresses the sky
Flowers whisper a reluctant goodbye
Slowly it leads the light away
Leaving nothing but darkness
And the butterflies
They swarm the skies
And fires rise up from hell
They drag what's left down
Until the landscape that once held all beauty,
Is nothing but a blank page
All of this in the absence of your glow
My last thoughts flicker... where did you go
Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 9:54 AM UTC
I try to speak
I'm choked from within
Each of my compassions
Haunts me as my sin
Like darkend fog
Gently crashing in the brook
You should know by now
I'm a pig on a hook
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 8:32 AM UTC
You'll ask? how long will I wonder
Edging further into night
There is one simple answer
I fear the the light
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 3:24 PM UTC
tooth fairies are a myth to help little ones rest night
but really they are evil and their eyes are all full of spite
santa sartes fires and seeks to fill our lifes with coal
and every angel is a demon that's ripping out pieces of your soul
pulling up your covers drives away the sun
this is one ****** up fairy tale that's never heard of fun
Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 6:56 PM UTC
I am but a little girl, my angels flew away
So I giggle in the darkness, others demons are mine today
I used to look behind me but if I fall it won't cause dismay
I knelt by my bed and glanced to the lord
... he can't hear the words I pray
This ditch is full of toys that cause others pain
power, greed, jealousy they grow the more I play
There could still be light out there, somewhere
because deep down my soul is clean and gay
Until the darkness shallows me whole
I shall be waiting if angles come back my way
Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 6:56 PM UTC
I wish to be dead because I'm not alive
a sort of half existance between evil and good
these hands grasp at my ankles
they live just to drag me down
I struggle to free myself
does Lucifer have me now?
what is this light I'm seeing
something beyond dim
what happend to the shine
the light within my eyes
how long has it been drowned
in this vast ocean of boiling choking mist
and how through all of this
am I ever going to see him
the one who shines so darkly bright
to repel my captors
nowhere does such a man exist
it is true they are only myths
I know in my emptiness
that I must save myself
I can rely on nothing else
my only way out is on my own
so for silent tears leave me alone
you cannot save me, don't pretend to try
do not stand and talk
because if I can't get out I'll drag you down here
where nobody can hear your tears
I'll kick at your joints
and climb up your bones
use you like all before used me
I won't look back
I won't dare to glance
Nor will I lend a hand to pull you out
you can drown or starve or burn
like the feelings inside of me
the demons will eat your existence
**... maybe after your body is dark and twisted
you can join me in this plague
with claws entwined
revelling in the darkness
scouring the land
only relenting when all is blind**
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC
Don't look at me like you care
Everyday before now I wished you were there
Please just leave my mind be
Really... I'm better off without out you haunting me
Eagerly I wait for the monster
See, I'll always be a wanderer
Stumbling over the rubble that is left
It could be a gift
Or maybe a curse
Never mind which it is, it just keeps getting worse
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 11:10 AM UTC
deep in the abyss further away they drift
you don't realise the distance to which my soul has been corrupted
it's drilled into my bones
the darkness has swallowed my existence
I pave along trying to find a glimmer
a hope of what I used to be
but instead I think I'll just wonder
through the darkness that is me
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC