Today is the day I will make up my mind,
Or maybe tomorrow,
Next week is fine.
Today is the day I will make up my mind,
Yesterday’s sorrow,
I’ll put it behind.
Today is the day I will make up my mind,
Courage I borrow,
I’ll try not to pine.
Today is the day I will make up my mind,
Up Life’s mountain I'll begin to climb.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 5:13 AM UTC
Trying to forget is like trying to breathe without any air;
Trying to laugh is like trying to pretend that you don’t care;
Trying to sleep is like trying to avoid the problems you bear;
Trying to hide is like trying to deny that you like the stares;
Quit trying, and quit lying, because I’m painfully aware.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
It’s widely accepted that
one plus one is two;
So why can’t those ones
be me and be you.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
Spring; the birth of a new love, clean and pure;
Summer; the intense infatuation, strong and true;
Autumn; the dwindling feelings, lost and unsure;
Winter; the memories lost in time, sad and adieu.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
I’ve got a little key;
What it opens I don’t know;
I will listen to it’s words;
It will tell me where to go.
I’ve got a little key;
What it opens I can’t imagine;
I will listen to it’s words;
It will guide me with it’s passion.
I’ve got a little key;
What it opens may be a clue;
I will listen to it’s words;
It will lead me straight to you.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
It's funny, there's never a moment that you're far from my head
I just think and think and think about everything that you said
Sometimes these thoughts hurt and I seek refuge in my bed
The last words were the most painful, "Goodbye, this is the end."
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:00 AM UTC
I'm having trouble getting out of bed lately.
It seems id rather dream because that's the only place i don't hate me.
Cynicism is my confucianism bury my coffin shallow so i can still fell the rain.
I can't stand the lack of pain.
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
If only I knew the price I'd pay
Living the same cycle day by day
The blood in my veins would soon run cold
The spark in my heart would abandon my soul
The comfort of my skin would wear away
The color of my city would turn to gray
The blood in my head would drain from my nose
Spending dime after dime left me out in the cold
If only I knew that I just had to try
Doses became higher
And so did I
Till I finally screamed, threw myself on the floor
I punched
I kicked
Couldn't take it anymore
Dose after dose
I couldn't see from my eyes
I laid on my back and looked up at the sky
If only I knew it was all part of the ride
Just a bunch of ****** up kids
With bloodshot eyes
Chasing our drinks instead of the sun
Only God knows the battle I've won.
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 3:42 AM UTC
I feel so pathetic at times like this
Eyes closed but mind wide open into the sharpened abyss
I see you passionately making love to another man
I see a silver engraved dagger shaking in my hands
I creep quietly through the room
Both of you know not of my existence
As you layed there before me
The knife glides right through him and into you
You don't even gasp its like you knew the fortune before the torment
its like i could understand what our clothes on the floor meant
i couldn't bare to see the sight i saw
As the words seep out through the wounds just underneath your jaw
There couldn't be any witnesses around to see
Me murderer the man i used to be
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 3:27 AM UTC
My life
Is a constant cycle
Of chasing sleep
And getting tripped
The moment I finally
Catch up.
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 6:20 AM UTC