I think I’m angry
With you
The double dichotomy of words
Both with and at
All encompassing the ever growing redundancies of phrase upon fragile phrase
Hand upon hand
Your hand a sliver in my heart
It beats
Beats like a funeral drum as the fires and pyres are lit
Beats like fists on chests
A piercing war cry
“Cry for help,
No one will hear you” stuck in the quicksand
:a fly in honey:
“Oh honey what have you done?”
I think I’m angry
With you
But
I’m angrier without you
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 12:25 PM UTC
i will not
t
e
a
r
myself
a p a r t
to make someone else
WHOLE
Dec 26, 2017
Dec 26, 2017 at 12:32 PM UTC
Passing headlights paint-
ing highways down shuttle aisles,
Whitney wants to dance.
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 11:54 PM UTC
I was trying to start
a conversation, an education:
a way to reach the dark-hearted ignorance
and nurse it back to health in knowledge
but
my consequential words
slammed against your brick-walled brain
the china shop to your bull-
****
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 12:21 AM UTC
Do you ever feel like you're in a fantasy land?
Like the sky is just a bit too blue
The grass is too green
The clouds are too perfect
And the shadow of that lamp-post
Falls at the exact angle so that
Everything seems painted on, if only for a second?
Then you look around
See little imperfections upon the passersby
a wrinkle
a cough
a lop-sided grin
These little flaws make us real
Make us human.
And so the fantasy land flickers and fades
bringing you back to the beautiful reality.
You are here.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:31 PM UTC
Domestic destruction
Detonation
Dehumanization
People are breathing their last breaths
But we will call it
civilian casualty
Bullets ringing like bells through the air
Bones cracking like the whips we have "long since" retired
A terrorist without the skin tone
Or the turban
Is called
troubled
We keep the death toll
Like keeping score
Pointing fingers
But never at home team
The flag is colored
Red with our blood
White like our pride
And blue like our sorrow
And you boo when people kneel
Seeing them pushed down by the weight of the injustices we perpetuate
****** you off
Because people died for that flag
Like the unnamed slaves-turned-soldiers
Who never had a choice when bullets littered their backs
Dying for a country they didn't ask to be in
The taking knees
Doesn't honor that proud history
It doesn't fit the status quo
The picture of
America the brave
And home of the free(d)
The freedom of speech
Our favorite card to play
Until someone has something important to say
So build the wall ten feet higher
We gave children dreams
now we ship back the dreamers
To a land they never dreamt of
Ten feet higher
We shot unarmed kids in the back
Blaming the bullet
Not the blue who pulled the trigger
Ten feet higher
We marched with swastikas held high
Alt right
Neo ****
No, sorry
White Pride
Ten feet higher
Add a foot for every black life that didn't matter enough
Add a foot for every white ****** that walked free
Add a foot for every family ripped apart
Add a foot for every terrorist that came from inside this country
Add a foot for every hate crime left unnoticed
Add a foot for every transgender person who can no longer serve
Add a foot for every injustice that will never be addressed
Add a foot for every life we could've saved in Puerto Rico
Red with blood
The flag is red with the blood we wiped from our hands.
Be aware
Be angry
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 1:14 PM UTC
If there's any hope left
It's sewn in the edges of the stars
That sprinkle over the midnight sky
While I lay fitting perfectly
In your warm arms...
If there's any hope left
It's in the echoing sounds of the music
Dancing out of our guitars
While we strum and sing
Perfectly to the beat
Of our mending hearts...
If there's any hope left
I see it in your smile
And in the pool of your deep dark eyes
When you pull me close
Next to the cackling of the bonfire
And the sound of the gossiping woods...
If there's any hope left
I feel it in your lips
As they pull and whisper in mine
I feel it on your warm skin
As your fingers electrify my body
To spell out "I love you"
Over and over again
Till the morning wind
Blows on our fates
And washes the hope away...
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:22 AM UTC
We dance to music only you can hear
under the pinprick sky
The air crisp and cool
the beginning of a season
prompting our closeness to embrace away the cold
You twirl me around through the garden
bringing me away and towards
in serpentine motion
I almost trip
but your arms are there to catch me
I stop looking at my feet and gaze up to the night
see the half-moon shining
High
just like you
We start humming a jazz standard
Sinatra
You know more of the words than I do
"Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars..."
We hold hands
your cold fingertips past your cutoff glove
warming in mine
walking in time
to the song
so involved in the melody that the lyrics keep on flowing and I know it's only a song and you were ****** and I was sleepy but still
you said (sung) it
"In other words: I love you."
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:18 AM UTC
Playing the waiting game
Each one dancing around the other
Uncertainty building like a storm cloud with each passing
Second
Minute
Moment
Is this real?
Was this whole thing a child's game
Cat and mouse?
Crickets sing their song to the moon
Cars pass
The empty parking lot bathes in street lamp glow
What happens now?
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 6:02 PM UTC
you ask me
Do I Feel Different Today?
today, day of days
when the child outside becomes the child within
when those seven billion billion billion atoms have more or less successfully completed nearly seventeen million kilometres of earth
spinning
in space around a ball of blazing plasma and all I want is a break from it all for just one second
breathe in
one
two
three
make a wish
blow out the candles
see each little light blink into oblivion until the only one left is the sun and
Do I Feel Different?
I am still
spinning.
Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 12:21 PM UTC