internalwars - Hello Poetry

hate is as strong as a blade yet, you throw it around like it's a debate your religion is the false foundation for your hatred you hold onto your false morals like a trophy that trophy is not holy you constructed that as a shield for loathing killing true religion creating the theology of hate

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Mar 27, 2019

Mar 27, 2019 at 4:10 AM UTC

hate

hate is as strong as a blade yet, you throw it around like it's a debate your religion is the false foundation for your hatred you hold onto your false morals like a trophy that trophy is not holy you constructed that as a shield for loathing killing true religion creating the theology of hate

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Beautiful life when you can stab anyone with a knife it is an existence with constant silence a poor reality with stable brutality all have consciousness still so lifeless life is filled with foolishness though full of ungraciousness it can be painful yet so graceful

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Feb 6, 2019

Feb 6, 2019 at 11:07 PM UTC

Beautiful Life

Beautiful life when you can stab anyone with a knife it is an existence with constant silence a poor reality with stable brutality all have consciousness still so lifeless life is filled with foolishness though full of ungraciousness it can be painful yet so graceful

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I wish I could tag all the people that left my life. I wish I could tell them how happy they made me, then how much I cried when they left. I wonder if they cared as much about me as I did to them. I wonder if they remember the memories, laughs, and tears we shared. The many times we laughed until our stomachs hurt and tears came to our eyes. The days I would come to them crying. The days when our innocent hugs became my favorite. The time when they said I meant something to them and we cried and smiled. Or did they just push it to the back of their heads? Do they care? Because the memories we shared were so important you can't push them back. They remember, and I don't think they will ever forget. I know I won't. I sometimes hope things will go back to the way they were. I sometimes wish I could see them one more time and talk like we did, laugh like we did, and just have fun. But time is moving faster than ever and we are losing our chance. Soon, my hope will be gone.

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Feb 5, 2019

Feb 5, 2019 at 8:08 PM UTC

To The Ones That Left

I wish I could tag all the people that left my life. I wish I could tell them how happy they made me, then how much I cried when they left. I wonder if they cared as much about me as I did to them. I wonder if they remember the memories, laughs, and tears we shared. The many times we laughed until our stomachs hurt and tears came to our eyes. The days I would come to them crying. The days when our innocent hugs became my favorite. The time when they said I meant something to them and we cried and smiled. Or did they just push it to the back of their heads? Do they care? Because the memories we shared were so important you can't push them back. They remember, and I don't think they will ever forget. I know I won't. I sometimes hope things will go back to the way they were. I sometimes wish I could see them one more time and talk like we did, laugh like we did, and just have fun. But time is moving faster than ever and we are losing our chance. Soon, my hope will be gone.

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Are you the Heaven’s gate keeper? Is it your calling to terminate? Have you walked an inch in my shoes? Do you know my sorrow? Do you know my blemishes and what developed them? No Yet, you judge You say I am sinful You say I am a fool dreadful ungrateful But I am hopeful Beautiful Faithful I don't need your flocking.

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Feb 5, 2019

Feb 5, 2019 at 7:49 PM UTC

The Judge

Are you the Heaven’s gate keeper? Is it your calling to terminate? Have you walked an inch in my shoes? Do you know my sorrow? Do you know my blemishes and what developed them? No Yet, you judge You say I am sinful You say I am a fool dreadful ungrateful But I am hopeful Beautiful Faithful I don't need your flocking.

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Did you flinch? Did you shed a tear? You made my stomach winch, my eyes filled with rivers full of tears. Did you regret? Or was I your toy? Because all I could was fret. I felt anything but joy. You left me broken. Used my heart as a token. Do I ever cross your mind? I doubt I do, you're too blind. You're anything but kind. Having my heart in your fist in a tight clinch.

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Feb 3, 2019

Feb 3, 2019 at 10:23 PM UTC

Blinded

Did you flinch? Did you shed a tear? You made my stomach winch, my eyes filled with rivers full of tears. Did you regret? Or was I your toy? Because all I could was fret. I felt anything but joy. You left me broken. Used my heart as a token. Do I ever cross your mind? I doubt I do, you're too blind. You're anything but kind. Having my heart in your fist in a tight clinch.

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The joy of your touch leaves me breathless Your warm air leaves me gasping The ecstasy of your presence leaves me high Yet now you are gone I'm left alone in a cold room No warmth to embrace Though the thought of you still leaves me stupid high My mind is making up for you All of our wasted Seconds Minutes Hours I imagine your Touch Breath and Love Then I am back in the moment when I am wrapped in your love Safe Warm and Loved

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Feb 3, 2019

Feb 3, 2019 at 10:22 PM UTC

Love

The joy of your touch leaves me breathless Your warm air leaves me gasping The ecstasy of your presence leaves me high Yet now you are gone I'm left alone in a cold room No warmth to embrace Though the thought of you still leaves me stupid high My mind is making up for you All of our wasted Seconds Minutes Hours I imagine your Touch Breath and Love Then I am back in the moment when I am wrapped in your love Safe Warm and Loved

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Trapped by darkness handicapped by pain my brain throbs I am empty yet filled with so many emotions

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Dec 7, 2018

Dec 7, 2018 at 12:17 AM UTC

empty

Trapped by darkness handicapped by pain my brain throbs I am empty yet filled with so many emotions

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Your touch is gentle Yet, I tremble You make me blush But, the onrush of my past becomes equal My mind outcasts your good intentions Your charm could win masses But, the harness of my fear provokes alarms My mind is a dangerous weapon that I only use on myself Which throws spears into my brain Please, come in Break down my walls Make yourself at home Take my pain away with your love Drive through this rough terrain called life Revive me As I nose-dive into your love.

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Dec 5, 2018

Dec 5, 2018 at 11:37 PM UTC

Charmed

Your touch is gentle Yet, I tremble You make me blush But, the onrush of my past becomes equal My mind outcasts your good intentions Your charm could win masses But, the harness of my fear provokes alarms My mind is a dangerous weapon that I only use on myself Which throws spears into my brain Please, come in Break down my walls Make yourself at home Take my pain away with your love Drive through this rough terrain called life Revive me As I nose-dive into your love.

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The chains hang on the floor The pain of my past locks them back into place My past mocks me They harass me I’m useless they say As I lay lifeless on the cold floor They blindfold me, it’s dark They flog me with words They insert their truth of me I miss my careless youth When I had a shameless mind At the same time, I was blind from the world Now I am labeled as evil by my own mind

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Nov 30, 2018

Nov 30, 2018 at 10:08 PM UTC

Evil

The chains hang on the floor The pain of my past locks them back into place My past mocks me They harass me I’m useless they say As I lay lifeless on the cold floor They blindfold me, it’s dark They flog me with words They insert their truth of me I miss my careless youth When I had a shameless mind At the same time, I was blind from the world Now I am labeled as evil by my own mind

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The night is dark biting my neck like a shark I scream as I am pulled under I cry out as loud as thunder Yet I am silent My mind is violent

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Nov 28, 2018

Nov 28, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC

At Night

The night is dark biting my neck like a shark I scream as I am pulled under I cry out as loud as thunder Yet I am silent My mind is violent

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