I try to look past the trouble of my hearts pain
This train of mundane pain
Pains me so, I have let you down.
The pain sugar coated in shame so thick
The neck hangs a head, heavy in the lack of
self-respect.
The pain soothed by the game of blame, winning is easy, losing is all the same, even your finger ends up picking your name.
The pain my heart feels has consumed my chambers, heart pumps have become laborious,
So much so the thought of losing you has become dangerous.
The pain that pains my heart so, is the lack of yours threading through my soul, with you it had a home, without you we’re alone.
Ironically.
Pain is on a mundane plane of life
You were the air I needed for flight.
I try to look past the pain of my heart’s troubles.
Dec 12, 2023
Dec 12, 2023 at 4:54 PM UTC
The deepest part of my mind is a crime
The deepest part of my soul a black hole
That never ends no matter how deep you may go
You'll be last in the vast unless you a yo-yo
But if you proceed you'll get lost in Mortimer's game
Thats your name in fame
Body just a vein
Soul in eternal pain.
No memory of man who ever entered so deep
No memory because the darkness swallows all Identity but the heat wipes even the prints of their feet.
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 8:46 PM UTC
All I want to do is hear your smile, All I want to do is smell your presence, all I want to do is see your silhouette, all I want to do is tell you I love you.
All I want
You're all I want
Yet you feel we better apart
I think we make a good team
You loved me then I love you now, so much that my keyboard brings your name up when talking about love. I know I'm not perfect and neither are you. I now have love in abundance I already have love for two, whether a son or a daughter and you say I do, I hope it's to me that you give these things to.
In case you are happier without me I hope it's for the best, I see our past and present as God putting my love to the test. I always do pray to be more alike so he makes me more like him, therefore even he knows I won't give up on my love for you no matter the sin. As he would do the same.
Mar 28, 2020
Mar 28, 2020 at 10:17 AM UTC
water runs dry tears do to
fresh air heals the sky the heart heals you
gravity puts pressure on earth humans have no reason to stress
beauties of the world is what its worth flaws makes you worth less
live only through what you give die only from what you destroy
find pleasure in giving apologize for destruction
death is in my hands only cause you're holding them
then i will treat you like you do me that would be the only cure
you need love you need love too
WE ALL DO
Mar 3, 2018
Mar 3, 2018 at 6:44 PM UTC
little gets said about what is truly thought
as if nothing is ever thought
until the truth is told and too much thought
compared to the usual standard is givin
making the truth more painful than it ever was
more than you have thought
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 10:12 AM UTC
Different from now or different from then
Only difference is the difference of men
We change as we wish and lust
Or the direction society pushes us
Intimate or not we still love
If not you then the situation
Love is there with no relation to intention
What love is, is ones own invention
Just like a broken heart
When the mind sees emotional bond
As a poison dart
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 2:28 PM UTC
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Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 7:52 AM UTC
My pain comes from what i dont have anymore
The pain i have has no scab or sore
If only it did then i would atleast know its healing.
Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 7:07 AM UTC
Let me know where i stand
As I do not want to find myself falling
Let me know why I live
Then I will know when im dying
Let me know what it is to be a killer
This way I would be more loving
Let me know how to make you happy
So I wont ever find you crying
Above all
Let me know who you are
in case you never let me know when you are lying
Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 3:54 AM UTC
Blue oceans, blue skies, blue eyes
Can't tell the truth in blue
So blue lies
But blue eyes still cry clear tears
And if death had eyes would it cry
If it did would it cry for a life
Or for being the end of all beginning ends
As life is only life
If you make life a lesson
Life only becomes the teacher
Learn from life for it to become the preacher
Lies become the story
Life becomes us dreaming
Death is where we realize the meaning
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 5:24 AM UTC