My shoulder Jesus will not fix
No matter how much I pray
My stupid shoulder is ugly
It never goes away
It is a terrible thing
For a Taoist
To have a body out of balance
Internal calm but akward body
"God never gives us more than we can handle"
Is what the therapist said that day
Try living with a disability or body imbalance
See if you would feel the same way
What an ignorant cliche
And so I'm ************
In the chatrooms
On my day off
Not feeling much of anything
On this day
At least I have food
And I'll go the the gym later
Like I always do
Life is a strange and stupid
Thing sometimes
Is what I say to you
Non action is required
In an organic computer game
This time, that time, another time
It is really all the same
And DARPA prepares the drones
America one day will fall
It's only a matter of time
Earth spins around the sun
This meaningless rock ball
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 5:33 PM UTC
*
I sit alone as if I am fading
Invisible in the ashen fields.
My heart longs to be somewhere
to where I see myself
Clear as the new day
True to oneself’s beauty
Away from the toxicity of people’s opinion
Or as far away from my own shadow of doubt.
I sit alone & not running anymore.
Losing strength as the wind passes by
Losing a bit of my edge in this unreasonable persona, I face.
Yet I never give a **** as long as I kept on going
Reaching for something Unreachable,
I can only hope…
I want to feel the life of someone’s at arm’s reach
to feel that I am alive
I missed you.
*
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
Write lines upon my heart
in pure white light
and I will read them
Taste the nectar
of unbounded
sincerity
Breathe in blossoming
warm compassion
Taste the nectar
of unbounded
sincerity
Touch the tender pool
of infinite white light
Breathe in blossoming
warm compassion
Taste the nectar
of unbounded
sincerity
Meet me in the air space
between your thoughts
For this is holy ground
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
The words that go unspoken actually make the most noise.
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
Don't be so quick to give your heart to anyone.
You're giving them a loaded gun.
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
I like the way your name sounds,
Rolling off my tongue,
But mostly I'm in love,
With the way you say mine
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:12 PM UTC
Make my heart stir once more
Furthering a silicon sickness
Unreachable this time
Sworn from these graces so long ago
An immense melody scarring reflections
This too will haunt our past
Speaking with bruised wrists
All roads home are now erased
Mountains yielding permanence
Emerging with gorgeous anticipation
Shed their fallen attempts
For your eyes are not green
They were born from the most ancient of moss
Wrapped in a dripping globular of starlit jade
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:12 PM UTC