Who do you think you are if you believe that you understand me
That you are able to predict my movements
That you can read my mind
That you feel what I feel
That you like what I like
That you hate what I hate
That my life circles around you
That your life is all about me?
Who do you think you are my friend?
Nov 2, 2019
Nov 2, 2019 at 7:48 PM UTC
Another day when I feel so useless
So unwanted
So uninvited
That I can't breathe.
And The fact that I feel this way because of the person that I love
Hurts even more.
The one person who I want to be accepted by.
The one person who should love me no matter what.
And here I am feeling like a piece of ****
The moment when you realize that the one person you truly love is the reason for all of this, crashes your lungs.
Nothing can stop it.
The bathroom floor feels so nice.
It helps me to wonder what should be done.
Should I grab all of my stuff and leave?
Should I stay and fight more?
Will I be able to survive on my own?
I did it once.
I can do it again, right?
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 10:09 AM UTC
I wonder...
where it will get us in the end
by it, I mean our love
When the day like this comes, I am unable to think straight
the worst case scenarios pop out everywhere
resembling flowers during Spring time or golden leaves when the Autumn strikes
they are everywhere
they work as a reminder for me... not to give my mind, body and soul
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 6:36 PM UTC
the amount of tears that I have shed because of you today is countless
let's not do that again, okay?
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 6:30 PM UTC
I remember the first time when I saw him...
that was a crushing experience
I still remember that particular moment
when my world stopped. Nothing mattered.
I didn't care at all. I was just standing there
waiting for something that has never happened.
I had to wake up.
So I did.
Yes, I do remember that day.
Yes, I would like to forget.
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 3:07 PM UTC
I love you.
Three words
which change everything
For better or for worse
May give you wings or break your heart
Can make you smile or cry
Could be a way to the new life or quicker death
Connect or break people apart
Can be a reason for peace, more likely war
Said in a serious manner
but more often without seriousness
Be careful before you say them aloud
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 3:03 PM UTC
You are standing in front of her
not really knowing what to say.
She has cheated on you.
It shouldn't have happened to you.
You were giving her everything
expecting nothing at all.
But it was not enough.
And now she is standing in front of you.
And now the death is standing in front of you.
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 2:59 PM UTC
Somebody will finally save me
I don't really know who
But it will be somebody special
All my dreams are about somebody saving me
More colourful than ever before
And I fantasise about the dream to become a reality
But it has not been the time for it yet
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 5:22 PM UTC
I never saw it coming
It hit me hard
Harder than I would have ever imagined
There was no way to escape
So I took this hit
Surprisingly, I stood there safe and sound
Maybe it was a coincidence
Maybe I was lucky
Whatever it was...it saved me
And now I am standing here
Still waiting for you to come back
And I will be standing here
Until you decide to come back
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 4:54 PM UTC
Love was too infectious
So I had to run
Far away
Run very far away
So I did
And then it happened
I was infected
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 5:01 PM UTC