my mind is going crazy,can't stop thinking.words, phrases, sentences, thoughts, running threw my head. can't stop, my mind won't stop, life ***** work ***** bills **** only stable thing is my life is crumbling,my empire wrecked. trains colliding, airplanes crashing, how do i stop this, how? it hurts, literally having chest pains, mind racing, heart beat pulsing, most excruciating pain imaginable to mankind...heartbreak.wheres my parachute?i'm falling.
Feb 25, 2010
Feb 25, 2010 at 9:59 PM UTC
I'm nineteen years old, forced to act like an adult. Choose your friends or me,he says, but why?Why can't i have both?He gets the best of both worlds,Why not I?I'll move anywhere for you, leave everything i've ever known behind.mine entire security blanket;outside of you. I don't understand him, Am i waiting patiently for a good reason. Or am i wasting my precious time, tomorrow could never come. Should i sit back and chill, or am i missing the thrill?
Feb 25, 2010
Feb 25, 2010 at 9:55 PM UTC
the pieces are disconnecting, the house not under control. people showin' up unannounced, not wanting to leave. what do i do?become the bully?kick them out, give them the cold shoulder?i'm not losing the life i have, for some kid looking to get high...get you **** and go, there's the door. this is now drive thru thuggin', no more chillin'.need to get focused, need to concentrate, i'm fallin' apart, used to be on tap,now i need help. my minds always on money, ten steps ahead.now i'm falling ten behind, for letting a stranger in. the boss man's mad,mad as can be. I'VE LOST FOCUS,but i have hope cause, he still hasn't given up on me....focus...concentrate...get back.
Feb 25, 2010
Feb 25, 2010 at 9:48 PM UTC