In my mind I already died
lying on an embankment
along the river of time.
I sighed and laughed
because the days spent were not really gone
in my peripheral mind.
Gazing down this hollow road
I see strange familiar eyes staring back at me
glowing behind the trees, hiding to be seen.
My foes are those I've known to trust,
before them, I'm gutted
my misery, it seems, feasted upon
though never feeding the bitter hunger
reaped from them within.
I find those eyes that glower
at me in the pitch of dark
For they are the light I see,
however scary,
They are truth
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 4:32 PM UTC
Tonight I'll sleep again
but will I dream again?
a tale with no beginning
and no end
Always picking up where my
subconscious mind left off
like seeing in the dark
But all these creatures
laying underneath my bed
nightly in my head
Where did they come from?
Kiss myself goodbye
and goodnight each time
I wake up each day
Because I may as well've
died somewhere in the night
Then I see the blinding burst
down upon my eyes
With nocturnal cries
only left
as an echo inside a dream
that once forgotten
Wasn't dreamt
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 12:11 AM UTC
Today I stopped to talk
to a lady named Truth
I couldn't help but wonder
why she looked so familiar
something about her face
I knew I had seen it before
Then I remembered where...
hers was the same as the disguise
worn upon the Lady that Lies
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 4:00 AM UTC
This hurt that lingers
This pain I carry by my side
Sometimes invisible
It chews on my pride
Resonating in my gut
Squeezing from the inside
Burn like clouds of fire
In the chambers of my chest
Now, black smoke in my soul
my eyes won't see the rest
This haunting emotion
It has me consumed
It's just not fair
Reason subsides and my
Heart is doomed
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 11:44 PM UTC
what is a name?
if it can be forgotten
and the fruit of life
that grows ever-rotten
what do words mean?
after they lose their meaning
while our faces still cry and smile
don't worry, don't fear
it'll all make sense, after awhile
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
I'm Blue
a little sad too
that's how it looks from
down here
too
Why, but I do
regret sinks me too
all the way to the bottom
where
everything's Blue
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 5:58 AM UTC
Scared to be happy
and used to being sad
Scared of getting hurt
like I already had
Scared of reality
so I stick to my thoughts
Scared of going nowhere
I remain still lost
Scared of loving again
like when I did before
Scared of giving it all
to nothing but a closed door
Scared of myself
always making mistakes
Scared is what I am
but I'll do what it takes
Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 6:11 PM UTC
...the night birds sing their tune
the leaves are fall-ing
sitting beneath the moon
crisp Autumn air calling...
Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 4:20 AM UTC
I've travelled far
without ever getting away
Iv'e spoken a lot of words
never anything did I say
Look around, there's so many people
But it's rare to find a friend
I've torn my life into pieces
I put them back together, then I loose them again.
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 8:04 AM UTC
My spirit feels along with the trees
shaking off the brittle, dead leaves
They blow away in an Autumn breeze
baring ourselves for that winter freeze
Shy, always, to natures dormancy tease
but the cycle will start again, soon, with ease.
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 7:40 AM UTC