illuminae-xscar - Hello Poetry

Beautiful muscles against me Hold me down Hold my hand I can feel the street in you The cold, the darkness And the joy, I love your joy So proud, my panther boy You invented swagger And maybe sometimes arrogance You prowl angry and alone Such beautiful eyes, predatory Death, ****** or love There is no looking away I understand freezing, struck, mesmerized Yet I slide against you, delirious You speak my language, our language Beautiful wild thing How could I love anything else?

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Dec 5, 2018

Dec 5, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC

jaguar

Beautiful muscles against me Hold me down Hold my hand I can feel the street in you The cold, the darkness And the joy, I love your joy So proud, my panther boy You invented swagger And maybe sometimes arrogance You prowl angry and alone Such beautiful eyes, predatory Death, ****** or love There is no looking away I understand freezing, struck, mesmerized Yet I slide against you, delirious You speak my language, our language Beautiful wild thing How could I love anything else?

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The distance between us cycles far and close you won’t let me go sometimes, and i get restless You taught me to love you, and that may have been a bad idea or, i learned to love you, maybe another bad idea the fall and collapse of empires are what i see when we make plans promises and intentions turned to dust lies, manipulation, just to get out clean we aren’t clean you call me monster and i am but you taught me, and you know salvation comes from love, and I only do that on Tuesdays

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Aug 31, 2018

Aug 31, 2018 at 12:28 AM UTC

you can't even see sparrows

The distance between us cycles far and close you won’t let me go sometimes, and i get restless You taught me to love you, and that may have been a bad idea or, i learned to love you, maybe another bad idea the fall and collapse of empires are what i see when we make plans promises and intentions turned to dust lies, manipulation, just to get out clean we aren’t clean you call me monster and i am but you taught me, and you know salvation comes from love, and I only do that on Tuesdays

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dark and defined shadows created from clarity of the light electricity and chaotic confusion born amidst smoke and your unreadable eyes my winter eyes still frozen from the death-chill laid upon them when the wind rushed up from the house of endless dying, no ease of pain eternal damnation eternal stagnation where lovers only number one where the lamentation goes unheeded land of relentless mortal summer nothing and everything left of you I hunted, you touched me I fell victim to my sacrifice Now my game is no longer my own haunted by your words, what was ever real in your eyes? over and over i hear your words over and over i watch our scenes over and over where did i fail repetition, i am stuck in winter bright sun, again your unreadable eyes again recursive again

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Jun 27, 2017

Jun 27, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC

eclipse

dark and defined shadows created from clarity of the light electricity and chaotic confusion born amidst smoke and your unreadable eyes my winter eyes still frozen from the death-chill laid upon them when the wind rushed up from the house of endless dying, no ease of pain eternal damnation eternal stagnation where lovers only number one where the lamentation goes unheeded land of relentless mortal summer nothing and everything left of you I hunted, you touched me I fell victim to my sacrifice Now my game is no longer my own haunted by your words, what was ever real in your eyes? over and over i hear your words over and over i watch our scenes over and over where did i fail repetition, i am stuck in winter bright sun, again your unreadable eyes again recursive again

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Swallow the cries Red slash drawn across pale pulsing throat Blue mist before her eyes, are her eyes You are blue and white and gold Cybel's cold fire, electric My unknowing prophecy, hey you You are the cruel mirror The careless mistake, I knew better I know better still, bitter still I will drink this even now, even tomorrow Even while the daemons cycle and play Circle and pray Their mistress will grow wiser Surely this iteration, she will be wiser She swallows, What is the difference choking down Tears or ***** anyway?

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Jan 19, 2017

Jan 19, 2017 at 9:18 PM UTC

salt water

Swallow the cries Red slash drawn across pale pulsing throat Blue mist before her eyes, are her eyes You are blue and white and gold Cybel's cold fire, electric My unknowing prophecy, hey you You are the cruel mirror The careless mistake, I knew better I know better still, bitter still I will drink this even now, even tomorrow Even while the daemons cycle and play Circle and pray Their mistress will grow wiser Surely this iteration, she will be wiser She swallows, What is the difference choking down Tears or ***** anyway?

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She paints her nails the color of sadness fade and shadows live this again things go wrong no whisper safe no wiser, go back to sleep for a thousand years back to a wall echoes in the park empty walks, shades of blue she is all wrong again last prayer before morning i miss my homeland

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Jan 12, 2017

Jan 12, 2017 at 8:12 AM UTC

slate

She paints her nails the color of sadness fade and shadows live this again things go wrong no whisper safe no wiser, go back to sleep for a thousand years back to a wall echoes in the park empty walks, shades of blue she is all wrong again last prayer before morning i miss my homeland

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Gone Nothing to be said what you said to her Little notes to her about your day or hers I wonder if you remember me most of the week Except to worry She was always in your thoughts and fervent sadness This is not jealousy, just a tiny tinkling sadness clockwork that stopped, just a last dry tick i am sorry she is gone, and i failed us you struggle to summon chats about the weather and my preschool struggles with addiction you do it with love and courage and no conviction, just a carrying on, keep breathing we have appointments to keep

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Oct 23, 2016

Oct 23, 2016 at 10:08 PM UTC

a set of springs that work when you turn a key

Gone Nothing to be said what you said to her Little notes to her about your day or hers I wonder if you remember me most of the week Except to worry She was always in your thoughts and fervent sadness This is not jealousy, just a tiny tinkling sadness clockwork that stopped, just a last dry tick i am sorry she is gone, and i failed us you struggle to summon chats about the weather and my preschool struggles with addiction you do it with love and courage and no conviction, just a carrying on, keep breathing we have appointments to keep

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All the way to the back Keep it cold Mysteries move amidst the crowd Wake of Leviathans Pull through, who has your back? grey friends, placeless, orbits askew you are a perihelion, a vertigo of swarm technology, existing to exist, why, why breathe, why currents running tracks, find the summer still, still here She has blue eyes, is this the future. pulled from the past, so close to dead one last shot. Failed itch of v vs. w who wins, deflation, unimpressive die for this or ever saved by the prince, is the glass coffin too battered? Did the witch win after all these years, these fractured candy colored clouds, even death may die

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Oct 2, 2016

Oct 2, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC

Perihelion Brighton

All the way to the back Keep it cold Mysteries move amidst the crowd Wake of Leviathans Pull through, who has your back? grey friends, placeless, orbits askew you are a perihelion, a vertigo of swarm technology, existing to exist, why, why breathe, why currents running tracks, find the summer still, still here She has blue eyes, is this the future. pulled from the past, so close to dead one last shot. Failed itch of v vs. w who wins, deflation, unimpressive die for this or ever saved by the prince, is the glass coffin too battered? Did the witch win after all these years, these fractured candy colored clouds, even death may die

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I feel tenseness in my body i break my own bones, rip my tendons burn myself, going to rehab tomorrow I will miss your subversiveness and don't understand what occurred I think you will regret what happened I do The smoke curls away from the wreckage Broken glances of affection. You loved me once

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Aug 18, 2016

Aug 18, 2016 at 9:50 AM UTC

what if

I feel tenseness in my body i break my own bones, rip my tendons burn myself, going to rehab tomorrow I will miss your subversiveness and don't understand what occurred I think you will regret what happened I do The smoke curls away from the wreckage Broken glances of affection. You loved me once

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Too many days And I will take a lover, or two or three Beautiful, all of them. And for an hour, or a day....I love something Everyone will eventually leave you. And they do No warning (though you should have known) There is no permanence in this world An illusion So the blood runs down for you, I convulse and cry for you, I taste the tears off your soft soft skin Gone in the morning light.

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Aug 11, 2016

Aug 11, 2016 at 7:43 AM UTC

unicorns are uncommon

Too many days And I will take a lover, or two or three Beautiful, all of them. And for an hour, or a day....I love something Everyone will eventually leave you. And they do No warning (though you should have known) There is no permanence in this world An illusion So the blood runs down for you, I convulse and cry for you, I taste the tears off your soft soft skin Gone in the morning light.

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i get lonely when i smell you i never loved anything more then when i am ******* you but someday i will **** you, or you will **** me inevitable thats why i cried today, while you held me tight tears slide down your hands slide down convergence i miss you already

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Dec 18, 2015

Dec 18, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC

darling

i get lonely when i smell you i never loved anything more then when i am ******* you but someday i will **** you, or you will **** me inevitable thats why i cried today, while you held me tight tears slide down your hands slide down convergence i miss you already

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