Beautiful muscles against me
Hold me down
Hold my hand
I can feel the street in you
The cold, the darkness
And the joy, I love your joy
So proud, my panther boy
You invented swagger
And maybe sometimes arrogance
You prowl angry and alone
Such beautiful eyes, predatory
Death, ****** or love
There is no looking away
I understand freezing, struck, mesmerized
Yet I slide against you, delirious
You speak my language, our language
Beautiful wild thing
How could I love anything else?
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC
The distance between us cycles
far and close
you won’t let me go sometimes, and i get restless
You taught me to love you, and that may have been a bad idea
or, i learned to love you, maybe another bad idea
the fall and collapse of empires
are what i see when we make plans
promises and intentions turned to dust
lies, manipulation, just to get out clean
we aren’t clean
you call me monster
and i am
but you taught me, and you know
salvation comes from love, and I only do that on Tuesdays
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 12:28 AM UTC
dark and defined shadows
created from clarity of the light
electricity and chaotic confusion
born amidst smoke and your unreadable eyes
my winter eyes still frozen
from the death-chill laid upon them
when the wind rushed up from the house
of endless dying, no ease of pain
eternal damnation
eternal stagnation
where lovers only number one
where the lamentation goes unheeded
land of relentless mortal summer
nothing and everything left of you
I hunted, you touched me
I fell victim to my sacrifice
Now my game is no longer my own
haunted by your words,
what was ever real in your eyes?
over and over
i hear your words over and over
i watch our scenes over and over
where did i fail
repetition, i am stuck in winter
bright sun, again
your unreadable eyes
again
recursive
again
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
Swallow the cries
Red slash drawn across pale pulsing throat
Blue mist before her eyes, are her eyes
You are blue and white and gold
Cybel's cold fire, electric
My unknowing prophecy, hey you
You are the cruel mirror
The careless mistake, I knew better
I know better still, bitter still
I will drink this even now, even tomorrow
Even while the daemons cycle and play
Circle and pray
Their mistress will grow wiser
Surely this iteration, she will be wiser
She swallows,
What is the difference choking down
Tears or ***** anyway?
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 9:18 PM UTC
She paints her nails
the color of sadness
fade and shadows
live this again
things go wrong
no whisper safe
no wiser,
go back to sleep for a thousand years
back to a wall
echoes in the park
empty walks, shades of blue
she is all wrong again
last prayer before morning
i miss my homeland
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 8:12 AM UTC
Gone
Nothing to be said
what you said to her
Little notes to her about your day or hers
I wonder if you remember me most of the week
Except to worry
She was always in your thoughts and fervent sadness
This is not jealousy, just a tiny tinkling sadness
clockwork that stopped, just a last dry tick
i am sorry she is gone, and i failed us
you struggle to summon chats about the weather
and my preschool struggles with addiction
you do it with love and courage
and no conviction, just a carrying on, keep breathing
we have appointments to keep
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 10:08 PM UTC
All the way to the back
Keep it cold
Mysteries move amidst the crowd
Wake of Leviathans
Pull through, who has your back?
grey friends, placeless, orbits askew
you are a perihelion, a vertigo of swarm technology, existing to exist,
why, why breathe, why currents running tracks, find the summer still, still here
She has blue eyes, is this the future. pulled from the past, so close to dead
one last shot.
Failed itch of v vs. w who wins, deflation, unimpressive
die for this or ever saved by the prince, is the glass coffin too battered?
Did the witch win after all these years, these fractured candy colored clouds,
even death may die
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
I feel tenseness in my body
i break my own bones, rip my tendons
burn myself, going to rehab tomorrow
I will miss your subversiveness
and don't understand what occurred
I think you will regret what happened
I do
The smoke curls away from the wreckage
Broken glances of affection.
You loved me once
Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 9:50 AM UTC
Too many days
And I will take a lover, or two or three
Beautiful, all of them. And for an hour, or a day....I love something
Everyone will eventually leave you. And they do
No warning (though you should have known)
There is no permanence in this world
An illusion
So the blood runs down for you, I convulse and cry for you, I taste the tears off your soft soft skin
Gone in the morning light.
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 7:43 AM UTC
i get lonely when i smell you
i never loved anything more then when i am ******* you
but someday i will **** you, or you will **** me
inevitable
thats why i cried today, while you held me tight
tears slide down
your hands slide down
convergence
i miss you already
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC