Very recently she asked
"Do you know the pain of going through life everyday knowing the person you love rejected you but still being forced to see them everyday with no escape and having to mask your emotions?"
I gave a simple response
"Yes"
Yes indeed i do
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 8:08 PM UTC
Can you believe the betrayal we face,
Every day, from the people we trust most;
The people whom we confide in, trusting
That they will stand by us when we need them?
Then they turn away, leaving us alone,
Heartbroken and teary-eyed, beaten down
By the weight of the world left upon us.
Without our closest friends, we are nothing;
The world can trample us with but one step,
Pressing down hard, until we suffocate,
Without anyone to lift the burdens.
Still, we must continue living, wearing
A smile, so that those friends who betrayed us
Will believe we are stronger than we are.
It will defeat those people, and prove that
We can rise above disloyalty, and
Live a better life without those who have
Broken our hearts into many pieces.
That strength is quite admirable, they say,
Though truly, we cry in the dark, alone,
So no one will hear how, really, we are
Weak and broken apart by broken trust.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 6:03 PM UTC
Your words a fissure in my heart,
crumbling it apart,
split in two, by you.
Like a giant you stomped your feet,
causing earthquakes in the street,
and I am merely a fearful boy,
who looked up to you,
only to see you destroy.
Now I lie with my dreams dripping out,
in the form of that warm red liquid,
soaking into the seeds of doubt,
all because of what you did.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 6:00 PM UTC
I thought I was *******
I thought I was doomed
Thought what I kept to me was discovered
How? For it never left my thoughts
No one knows
No one knows it all
For a moment I thought you knew
I was terrified and confused
Acted normal to try and understand
I learned my cover wasn't blown and I was still safe
If you knew I wouldn't know wether to be happy or sad
I was scared you'd seen right through me
No you hadn't
I was still safe and I can still hide what no one knows
I sighed a relief
For now I can act like nothing happened but for a moment I thought everything changed
No
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 4:34 PM UTC
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world
I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC