always, always
never ending
always something
never stopping
do this do that
never breathers
never resting
no breaks either
so much to do
so much to feel
always thinking
always hurting
small pains big pains
always healing
always bleeding
always aching
I think of you
I think of her
I think of him
everyone I've ever met
I've ever loved
I've ever grown apart from
you attacked me today
said my apology wasn't good enough
but it's leagues better
than the nothing I've recieved from you
I'm trapped
I'm chained
I'm strapped to a chair
I can't escape
I can never rest
always working
always wanting
always worrying
never stopping
Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 10:47 PM UTC
you turn to a diety you abandoned long ago
you turn away from her
you love her
she loves you
she gets worse
so much worse
do you think
you could have saved her?
I do
that is not to say, however
that I blame you
Jun 11, 2024
Jun 11, 2024 at 1:23 AM UTC
I try to avoid these feelings,
I've been running for years;
the silent killer of all my lovers.
I try to avoid these feelings
of inadequacy.
I'm in love, I'm sure.
and I think you're the same
but I know deep down you want someone more,
and I think you're starting to realize it too
May 18, 2024
May 18, 2024 at 1:41 AM UTC
simple conversations
that we can't keep straight
always bouncing off our ideas
suddenly you mention a future
spent together,
I can't wait
May 2, 2024
May 2, 2024 at 5:59 PM UTC
you who are my dearest
i hate to see you distraut
yet i love to see you
and i love to kiss you
we both know the rules,
we cannot kiss today
you who are my closest
i hate to see you distraut
yet i love to see you
and watching you hold back
puts a pang in my heart
overjoyed to be near you
and sorry to put you in a situation
where you have to resist
Apr 3, 2024
Apr 3, 2024 at 10:10 PM UTC
two lovers lie together
yet forever apart
the first loves her girl to the point where she bites
and in bed, watches her throughout all the nights
the second loves her girl in every conceivable way
and thinks of her all throughout the day
and though the pair are together,
they never are
for by watching throughout night
the first sleeps through the day
and leaves her lover waiting
Mar 26, 2024
Mar 26, 2024 at 9:02 PM UTC
some kisses are romantic
I'd want to spend every hour
sharing them with you
Mar 5, 2024
Mar 5, 2024 at 9:51 PM UTC
a single solemn rose
swaying by the breeze
the bouncing sound of your laugh
jumping up incrementally
laying in your arms
you in mine
that is bliss, I feel
Feb 29, 2024
Feb 29, 2024 at 3:46 AM UTC
I came upon a realization
that the man who stands before me now
pulls memories from my cognition
of the man who brought me down to bow
and though the situations differ
he still shakes me to my core
and I try my hardest not to suffer
for if you left, my mind would bore
Feb 14, 2024
Feb 14, 2024 at 7:49 PM UTC