I told him no but he kept pressuring me it turned into a yes
I lost my virginity to a one night stand
well I guess 2 because I went back for more
I don't know what it was that made me want the pain
Maybe it was how it felt to make someone else complete
Maybe it was the look of relief on your face when I gave in
Maybe it was how you rolled on the ******
Maybe my life would be different
Maybe
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 9:26 PM UTC
After all this time how can I still be so broken
But I welcome you with arms wide open
You tear me to pieces that you don't pick up
Just one word and that's enough
Jul 22, 2020
Jul 22, 2020 at 10:51 PM UTC
You will grow up loved
Little boy
The way it should be
Little boy
You will smile
Little boy
you wont know what got me into your life
Little boy
I wont leave
Little boy
As you get older and taller we will love you the same
Little boy
I would have died if you were mine
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 10:53 PM UTC
Just because I smile and laugh
Doesn't mean that I'm happy
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 11:42 AM UTC
You say you want to be like me
My mom tells me its an honor
But you don't
You don't want to have nightmares every night
You don't want to cry all the time
You don't want to fake being happy
You don't understand how it is
You must think I'm the best person
You must idolize me to not see my flaws
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 9:42 AM UTC
I havent texted you
My friends tell me that you ask about me
They are your friends too
But who are they loyal to
You havent tried to text me either
Maybe its hard right now
But lord it better be easier later
Apr 10, 2019
Apr 10, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC
Here I am again
In the street
Thinking about sending that text message
I can't feel my feet
Maybe its time to go in
But then how would you know
How would you know that I still love you
CRASH
I guess this text meant everything
But its too late
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 10:27 AM UTC
I took that punch for you
You live your life with gangs and guns
I knew what I was agreeing to stay for
But you wouldn't let it happen
You cheated
I felt safe with you
Now I feel nothing but pain
But I can't get over you
I guess this is what it feels like to love
I thought he was my first love
Guess I was wrong
I didn't understand how it felt to be in love until you
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 10:56 AM UTC
Baby, I gave you my heart
You said you would keep it safe
But you ran it over with her
You laughed as I cried
I hope you're happier with her than you could be with me
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 10:53 AM UTC
I will show you the world
What you said when we were together
Now that we are just friends
You name the place and we will go
Will, we accidentally kiss
I can see it happening
If I happen I won't be sorry
I want the world
You want to show me it
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 12:22 PM UTC