When she was the sun
I was a planet with a pulse.
Id swallow glass and walk through fire
while chemicals fills my lungs
just to be the shadow at her heels
because her presence
was the only oxygen in the room.
Now the sun has collapsed
into a black hole
and I am now soaring with no coordinates and a failing engine.
Why learn to be human
when the only person who made me feel so is gone?
My soul is a useless hollowed-out carcass
starving for a gravity
that doesn’t exist anymore.
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 2:10 AM UTC
right now, i feel a desperate urge
to simply let go.
to rot.
to fade.
to be anywhere but here.
i am decaying under the weight of it.
as i write this
my jaw is locked tight
grinding against the bones in my mouth
and my heart hammers against my ribs
while tears fall down
on the raw skin of my face.
i am drowning in the “before”
and i dont know how to breathe in the “now.”
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 9:46 AM UTC
You are the purest person I know.
An angel.
I hope you see yourself
the way I see you.
My mind speaks first
constantly running,
only thinking of you.
My blood only flowed for you.
You made my heart pump
the blood that it needs.
My body aches only for YOU.
You are the fire that keeps me warm inside.
It doesn’t matter how hard I try
to put you out.
I don't mind how much it burns,
how many scars it leaves,
or how long it stings.
This is the feeling
my body is aching.
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 6:13 PM UTC