Why
Why you so nervous
Oh, you know just why
You want to be loved
But love, you gotta put in work
Why
Why you say
Paul once said
The love you take is
Equal to the love you make
So take your nervous and turn it to a purpose,
One that will tie you into a bow so neat
You’ll wonder what’s lying underneath
So why
Why are you so nervous
You’re waiting to receive something so dear, practically brand new,
But you already have it,
And you’re sending it off too.
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
I’m not enough.
I never have been.
Isn’t it obvious
I’m not enough?
That’s why I’m always in the same spot.
But can I get away from here?
Maybe this is home, but the house is falling apart.
As long as it stands,
There is a chance
I can be enough.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 2:29 PM UTC
i'm scared
i'm scared because i just graduated
i'm worried
i'm worried because i don't know anything
i'm excited
i'm excited because i can be my own me
i'm happy
i'm happy because soon i'll be moving away
and i'm scared again
i'm really scared
no one told me how to be an adult
i guess no one gets told
but
what do i do with myself now
work is unfulfilling
school too expensive
career unlikely
money too low
depression creeping in
anxiety levels rising
breaths shortening
Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 9:36 PM UTC
The unsaid truth --
Deranged, and underage --
Can reveal itself,
Independently.
Walk away.
Step away.
It need not your day.
Powerful it is,
Even when
Nothings being said
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 11:45 AM UTC
we woke up together, enveloped in each other and your bedsheets, to the sound of soft wind chimes in your bedroom window and cars driving past your home. your room smells like your cologne and the laundry detergent my mother used when i was young. you lazily half moaned, half murmured, "good morning, love," and you, with your dazed condition and morning breath, found my lips and met them with yours. you pulled me in closer and ran your fingers gently through my messy, tangled hair, and i inhaled your scent so deeply i could feel it softly settle in the bottoms of my lungs. the morning sun shined through your bedroom window and the shadows of the trees outside danced in the wind along your baby blue bedroom walls. you ran the tips of your fingers gently in sporadic loops along my shoulder blade and spine. we lay there and took it all in, took each other in, our legs intertwined and my head against your chest. for these few minutes i found myself wishing we could live infinitely in these small, precious moments, the ones we take for granted, the ones we only remember when the big picture is gone. i snuggled closer into your arms and we drifted back to sleep, heartbeats synced and bedsheets entangled in our legs.
May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 3:33 AM UTC
Petals
Decorating my bedroom floor.
Lit candles
Flickering upon nightstands.
Our favorite gentle music
Dancing into my ears.
And you're there, too
Waiting upon bed sheets
Silently
Bidding me come.
And as passion befalls me
Cold, frigid water
Rushes down my naked skin.
The warm water exhausted
Brings me back
To sitting in the shower
Alone
May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 2:43 AM UTC
The stars are out tonight
I gaze at them from my yard
My hair spread out on the grass
My mind races
Focused on how far away these glittering lights are
An entire universe is out there
But it was not made for me
I am small
But can a light still burn inside me?
Especially if I feel so dark?
I like to think we are all stars
And astronomers at the same time
Searching for our place in the galaxy
Will you be a star with me?
With you I no longer feel dimmed
Can you let me illuminate your world?
I’ve been pulled in by your gravity
There’s no way to leave your orbit now
Even if I wanted to
May 27, 2017
May 27, 2017 at 9:38 PM UTC
she cries herself to sleep
she hurt herself to bleed
she pleaded herself to keep
she loved him just to be tricked—
and starved herself to live.
May 26, 2017
May 26, 2017 at 1:16 AM UTC
*I can't hide my feelings,
I have to set them free,
Otherwise, they torture me,
Relentlessly!
By Lady R.F. (C) 2017*
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 7:17 PM UTC
