the tree stands
it’s beauty innate
it’s unassuming and imposing presence warranted from the ground it stands upon alone
It did not ask to be there
it did not ask to be seen
it simply is as it has always been, strong
though the branches that make its image are strong but only in number
it lurches from time to time
the weight of its leaves vary from season to season
nonetheless its beauty persists through some timeless seemingly transient property that dances around the edges of one’s mind
it does not seek from anyone, anything that they do not freely give, their exhalation its sustenance.
i long to be a tree to be simple to the untrained eye and to be acknowledged by those who may sit beneath my branches on a sweltering day.
I long to be comfortable being glossed over, to not need nor want anything from anyone more than what they themselves need not
can that be enough for me, my greed tells me it can not be so, yet my virtue tells me it must be.
i must be like a tree, i am finite, i will grow and subsequently die. we are kin of sun and water, air and earth. so surely then we must be similar. yet even still, what a tragedy it is that i am not a tree.
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 6:39 AM UTC
I wear a mask made of thorn
no one will see my rotten form
puffing pustules spurt agape
inking out from yellow tape
though i hide myself today
someone tore my mask away
an angel came and beckoned me
though they had to reckon see
when someone hides their face away
they never see the shade of day
yet they found a made me new
that is why i thank you
Apr 9, 2025
Apr 9, 2025 at 3:26 PM UTC
I wish i was memorable
I wish i wasn’t passed by
i wish i wasn’t brushed over -
by the wandering eye
I wish i held interest for a moment or two
i wish i was seen by them or by you
i wish my presence had afterimages
i wish they remembered my differing visages
but i sit just below the horizon
out of view out of sight
i’m veiled in shadow absent of light
i am no siren
i lack the right bite
i wish i was memorable
but maybe that’s not for me
maybe a presence is something i simply cannot be
Apr 4, 2025
Apr 4, 2025 at 11:51 AM UTC