i was born incorrectly
not that i had any difficulty breathing
or any heart disease or ****** malfunctions
it's just that i was born into
the very incorrect body
i'm not mad at anyone
not my mom or my dad or my siblings
or the doctors that label me as a girl
it's just that i was born into
the very incorrect body
i understand that it's not normal
it's significantly out of the norm, in fact
and the amount of unusual looks is very difficult to deal with
it's just that i was born into
the very incorrect body
i know that i am a boy
and nothing will ever make me feel any different
not even my mother's constant probing and prodding
because i was born with
the very correct soul
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 2:03 PM UTC
in the absence of the sun I sit
taking note of all the ********
the dark doesn’t terrify me one bit
in the absence of the sun I sit
in the darkness of the night I cry
adding up all of my wasted time
hoping somebody was on the other side
but in the darkness of the night, I cry
in the shadows of my skin I scream
wishing my entire life was a bad dream
but upon further investigation it seems
in the shadows of my skin I scream
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 1:57 PM UTC
2,527 miles
13,342,560 feet
160,110,720 inches
to your heartbeat
different state
different city
different coast
miss you, miss me
today here
yesterday there
it’s hard to talk
but I don’t care
you make me happy
that’s all that counts
I think I quite like
having you around
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 1:50 PM UTC
it's your eighteenth birthday
and I just want to say
welcome to adulthood
I hope you like pain
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 1:49 PM UTC
your eyes are blue
aNd mine are brown
i look up
and you look dOwn
your hands are big
and mine are small
you sAy a word
and i will fall
you don't think
and i surely do
you long for Her
and i for you
Jan 11, 2017
Jan 11, 2017 at 10:40 PM UTC
i don't want you
but i'm thinking
that i just don't
want you to be
with anybody
other than me
but it's not true
you're leaving
and i really don't
want you to see
me as anything
other than free
the sky isn't blue
and i'm breaking
but i really don't
need sympathy
from somebody
who never loved me
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 10:22 AM UTC
i'm sorry
that i tried
to give
up my liFe
I'm sorry
that i bRoke
more than
i could know
i'm Sorry
That i need
to feel
Like i'm free
i'm sOrry
that i Vowed
to nEver
let you down
May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 6:39 PM UTC
New
Strange
Feelings that last
Old
Rearranged
One at last
First
Love
All the same
Beautiful
Feelings
Still remain
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 9:21 PM UTC
every time we touch
it hurts
every time you lie
it stings
every time i leave
it kills
every time we try
it aches
every time we love
it breaks
every time i push
it shatters
every time you shove
it darkens
every time we try
it breaks
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 7:51 PM UTC