dead inside
can't think of anything to do
with my life
words
have vanished from my mind
same as all the joy
(when you left)
time
passes by
we grow older
and love will die
meaningless days
if you're not by my side
to complain about the dogs
barking on the street
meaningless days
without the coffee you used to make
when we were late and so afraid
of the life we had to plan
why are we still fighting?
if you left
what are we still fighting for?
if you left
dead
inside
can't think of anything to do
after you left me all alone
time
passes by
as silence grows
the pain grows stronger
is it fair?
if you left with all the answers
to the life we used to know
why are we still fighting?
if you left
what am I still fighting for?
if you left... me.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
my little bright star
the brightest of all the stars
always next to the moon
it's been a while since i've seen you
today i looked at the sky and you were there
staring at me, almost gone
it's sad to see you disappearing
my little bright star
you were always there for me
when i had no hope
and now you're leaving
my stunning dark star
you were my first love
i'll always remember you
but it's time to let you go
my little bright star is going
my little love is dying
all my memories in this last shining
my little star is dead
and so are we.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 12:06 PM UTC
i wish i could make you your favorite breakfast
and watch your favorite tv shows in the morning
fill you with kisses on your cheek
and tell you how beautiful you look with your sleepy face
and i wish i could take you by the hand
and take you to all the nice places i know
take you to that coffeeshop all cute and cozy
show you all the beautiful views i love
and i wish i could sing you beautiful songs
and make you smile till you don't feel sad anymore
cover you with a blanket in the middle of the night
and hold you so you can feel warm again
i wish i could hug you when you're sad
and make you laugh till it hurts your belly
and tell you sweet things that make you happier
and beg you to stay everytime you have to leave
i wish i could show you how beautiful you are
and take away all your pain and sadness
and turn it into comfort and joy
even if only for the afternoon
i wish i wasn't scared to tell you how much i like you
how much i want to kiss you and love you
i wish i could make you realize you are so worthy of love
and that love is not something to be scared of
i wish you could feel this way about me too
and that we could try and give it a chance
but you'll never know
and i'll never know
and that is just sad.
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 7:44 PM UTC
Pour me some wine
Blow me some smoke
I can't do it, it's too messy
You kiss my legs
I can't resist it
I pull you close
You push me out
Repeat.
It's complicated!
You get too close
I kiss your lips
Confusion
Conclusion?
It's okay now
You can let me in
While I push you out
Love, love me!
Please disappear
I need you here
Get out of here
I need you so
We're so scandalous
It got too messy
You said we're done
I pushed you too much
I never wanted that bus to come
I never wanted to say goodbye
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
We talk,
We know.
We kiss,
We love.
(Complications)
She walks away,
I fall apart.
I get together,
She starts to doubt.
She falls apart,
I'm far away.
She brings me closer,
I start to doubt.
We talk,
We don't know.
We kiss,
Maybe we're wrong.
(Simplifications)
She starts to cry,
I calm her down.
Love is here,
Why can't we see?
Blindness is gone,
I kiss her eyes.
She hugs me tight,
I can see her insides.
We talk,
Now we know.
We feel,
We can't be wrong.
(Solidification)
Touching
Feeling
Kissing
Feelings
So much happiness
So much love
Happy tears
And now the void.
We don't talk,
We know.
We don't know what we know.
What's going on?
(Fear gently approaches)
I start to doubt,
She's far away.
Bodies so close,
Never enough.
Beating hearts,
Holding hands,
Syncing sighs,
Silence awaits.
We don't talk.
Are we done?
We're so close,
Love can't be gone.
(Emptiness)
I start to cry,
She hugs me tight.
What does it mean?
There's no reply.
We're blind again.
What happens now?
If this isn't the end,
Where has it gone?
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 3:30 PM UTC
From the moment I met you,
You felt just like home.
But I should have known better:
My home was always the first
To betray me.
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 2:32 AM UTC
I wish I could wash you away from me
every little fragment of love I still feel for you
drowned in soap.
but I just can't learn how to do laundry
when it comes to you.
Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 1:35 AM UTC
It came into my life for the first time a while ago
And ate me up
Alive.
Apr 19, 2013
Apr 19, 2013 at 12:52 AM UTC
So my sister was born today
And we chose her name as Valentina.
Funny thing is that she decided to be born on Valentine's.
So probably I will call feb 14 Valentina's day forever.
Not a poem, but I wanted to share.
And by the way, it sounds like Valentin (in spanish)
with and 'a' in the end. Not like Valentine's.
:)
Feb 14, 2013
Feb 14, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC
Sometimes,
Even when it's just for an instant,
I forget who I am.
I forget my name,
I forget when I was born,
I forget how I look,
I forget what year is this.
You see,
You get to a point in your life
Where none of this matter anymore.
That old song titled with your name
Doesn't seem so pretty as it did before
That old poem someone made to you
Doesn't make sense anymore.
You think "it's just not me,
but who am I?"
And you roll up in your bed,
And you try to mess with someone's head
Just to see if you still can.
And you spin your world upside down,
And you try to look everybody upside down.
Sometimes it's even better upside down.
Sometimes you find yourself in reverse.
And you reinvent yourself,
And you change your name,
And you change your birthdate,
And you change the color of your hair,
And you try to change who you are,
And not a bit is changed.
And then, again, you ask:
"Who am I?"
And you meet new people,
And you fall in love again,
And you think you know
Who you really are,
And then the world is
Upside down again.
And you give up,
And you try to live with yourself in reverse,
And you try to fall in love in reverse,
And you see how pointless it is,
And you're back to normal.
And then, what is normal?
And you give up on searching for the answers
And then you start to live.
And you meet someone,
Your life is changed.
It may be a shrink,
It may be a lover,
It may be a friend.
You just look at 'em
And you're home.
You find yourself
In desperation.
You find yourself
In happiness.
You find yourself
Anywhere, anytime.
It's just a surprising
Little scaring moment.
And you realize
There is so many interesting things in the universe
So many movies to watch,
So many music to listen,
Maybe some with your name in it,
So many dreams to live,
So many people to meet,
So many whatever to do.
And
all
that
search
was
pointless.
You don't have to be who your name tell you to be,
You don't have to be what your star sign is telling you to be,
So doesn't matter what is your name,
Doesn't matter when you were born,
Doesn't matter what year is this.
You don't have to be someone,
You don't even have to be yourself.
You just have to
be.
Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 4:30 PM UTC