Spinning in circles,
looking up at the rain on this dark autumn night,
it caresses the contours of my face, like you used to do,
the memories ***** my brain like a thousand shards of ice,
I was once a believer but all I have left is this torn up soul.
Used up wishes and unlit cigarettes,
staring at the bottom of a thousand coffee cups,
empty like the promises we once carved on blocks of stone.
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 1:31 PM UTC
Fucktrums and tantrums,
it's all the same,
nerve endings twitching,
oscillating to the sound of your favourite medication
is the doctor in the house ?
we cannot tell
damaged goods sent to wrong addresses,
dancing with spectres in the shadows of dissolution
my messiah will come,
he will bring the black horses and they will take my soul.
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
Navigation on rough waters
It is not an easy feat
Especially if you aren't a pilot
And you've never been this deep.
I thought I knew the currents
And the channels to avoid
But I'm stuck here in the crashing waves
And I need help, I have no choice.
So with gritted teeth and stubborn hands
I take up my pen
And write my message in a bottle
To the beginning and the end.
He has made the very seas
Alone, I can't seem sail
So why would I reject His compass
Cause on my own I'll always fail.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 4:25 PM UTC
On crimson tides we ebb and flow
no technicolor dreams to show
the darkness falls at our behest
as from our hands the senses wrest
take the tincture to ease the pain
release the heart from this dark refrain
shadows revoke our light of day
to incumbent solace we must sway
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 4:23 PM UTC
You give yourself to someone,
become entwined with their soul,
then have to watch as they slowly melt away,
like a thin layer of snow, in the winter sun,
in desperation we try to grasp the vapor
but it slips through our hands
and drifts to the sky
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 5:30 PM UTC
You violate me with your delicious tenture,
licking my soul with your words,
making my skin tingle with the anticipation of your thoughts,
******* me with your mind,
twisted obscurity in an ******** delight,
the cardinal remnants left trickling down my legs
breathing obscenities in a heterophonic haze
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC
Dig that finger right into the darkest recesses of your mind,
push it,
feel the pain,
search through the darkness,
watch it rain
pull open that weeping wound
push it
touch the disease
run for the shadows
feel it ease
Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
locked out,
feeling the heart bleed,
reaching inside
trying to find what was on the outside,
gaping chasms,
its all too late.
strangulation,
trembling,
blackness,
feel it ease,
too close to the edge,
it was the only way
Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
Oh soul of mine to you I look
like the well-thumbed pages of a favourite book
yet you are nowhere to be found
sought your solace on higher ground
left me here so cold and forlorn
drifting in the breeze on this winter’s morn
caught in the tide as you ebb and flow
oh restless soul why did you go ?
think it vain that I wallow in pain
as you catch a ride on the falling rain
no quiet sanctuary for you to hide
oh soul in me forever abide.
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 12:34 PM UTC
If we held an embrace under our favourite tree
would the moon kiss our eyes and make them see,
silver banners and sparkles in the mist
all of the darkness is turning sunkissed,
we'll dance our waltz under the crystal shards
amongst the ruins of our house of cards
twisting and twirling on the hands of time
as the bells on the clock start to chime,
peppermint tears over a turquoise sea,
promise you the world under our favorite tree.
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC