I don't think its broken
But it sure is bruised
The runaround I'm getting
Has left me so darned confused
I told you I loved you
And it left you so cold
I feel like I've been beatin
Kicked ,stomped on, and rolled
HELP ME I'VE FALLEN
And I can't give up
One broken heart .....is
.....One too much
So now I lay here
On this cold dance floor
I just keep on crawling
Coming back for more
I've fallen ....but I just can't give up!!
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
In a heartbeat,
we were forged.
We adhered well...
Like bone to sinew.
But alas...
Furious is the blaze
in our hearts we torched.
In a blink all is lost...
Like early morn's dew.
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 7:48 PM UTC
Staring at the moon
as it is peering through
a cloudy night sky
Clouds slowly passing by
drenched in a soft halo
of the moons love
For a moment
seeming to touch
yet miles apart
Them starry spectators
enjoying a blissful encounter
of perfect synchronicity
For a moment
You were the Moon
and I was miles away.
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 5:13 PM UTC
Was it the fitful dreams
Or maybe it was the annoying flies
Persistent in their touch and go
landings
On the tip of my nose ..that opened my eyes
To be met
With the reality
Of a pillow drenched with sweat
From my bedraggled saturated hair
As that may have been more the cause
That rousted me into this sweltering putrid air
Not even the ceiling fan was moving
As the power had been pulled 2... or
Oh... who knows....... a few days ago
Outside the grimy fly spect window I could see
The rainbow bedazzled sailboat sail
Gently moving across the placid aqua blue water
From up here on the second floor
I could see the entire lake is it stretched away
To seamlessly blend with the baby blue sky
Closer in along the shoreline a dozen little kids at play
Content in their animated movement as they skittered about
All brightly dressed little 4 or 5 year olds
Reminding me of gumballs as they spilled out of a torn sack
Watching carefully were the parents or guardians
Posted in somnolent but wary guard duty
Along the peremater wall of park benches
Along the bright green manicured ground
Brightly colored and abstract blankets
were scattered around
Where people sat or lay back
To watch the lazy movement of cotton fluff clouds tracking north
Standing there taking this all in
I noticed two dead flies that had crash-landed on the windowsill
Victims of that invisible barrier to freedom
Good I said to myself out loud
As I hoped one was the kamikaze who woke me from the sleep into this
Although I had to admit the beauty
All that life - Love - happiness and fun
Was something special to see for
certain
And I stood there sweat drenched
Overheated and overcome by the overwhelming desire to close the ****** curtain
So that's exactly what I did
And then lay back down with laced fingers behind my head
To stare at the ceiling and the fly that wandered around and around the motionless ceiling fan blade
And I was ....
Powerless to do anything about it
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 2:55 PM UTC
Right now my days are long and hard
As I plow through these unfurrowed fields
Of my life
Where nothing has grown for so **** long
And as I look back with each turn I make
I see the beginning of growth
In what will be the flowering lush beauty
Of loves boundless bounty
The endless beauty and ecstasy
I may be the plowman
And the Earth may be our lives
You are the rain that sustains
Those seeds that we plant together
A Living Color portrait
In this future yet to be
I will stand in that rain forever
In order to maintain and sustain
That same life-giving growth
Let it rain let it rain
Let It Rain On Me
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 3:32 AM UTC
as the darkness manifests inside
her heart gives out a cry,
it attempts to erupt,
it attempts to destroy,
the darkness is no joke,
it tears you apart,
you cannot escape,
you cannot hear a voice,
you cannot make a sound,
the darkness has decided to stay,
to corrupt,
to slowly,
ever so slowly,
bring you down on your knees,
to make you bow before it,
to make you kiss the ground,
because the darkness isn't a joke,
because the darkness arrived,
because the darkness decided to manifest it's self inside.
because the darkness took away your voice,
because you cannot hear a cry,
save me
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 3:30 AM UTC
A sudden screeching stop
As the voice spoke into my ear
I stepped through the vines of those now bitter signs
That had guided me to this place that I am right here
Where the bitter light of reality casts no shadow
And the shadows that were .have now been faded
In this land stark with blinding light
It cannot be denied the truth it has created
No road so long that creates an endless journey
Outside that is...the majestic vision of the mindscape
Where eternity's exist in a thousand heartbeats
Where dreams can grow from a single breath
As I hesitate to allow them to take full shape
Step aside for a few blazing seconds
To consider the upcoming storm of deep emotions
Building up on those distant horizons
That must be weathered along the path of such devotion
That had inspired such feckless abandon and disregard
Anything but that which was self desired
Ignoring any pain I may encounter or how much I may be scarred
Though that choice be mine of that no doubt
Yet not mine alone if upon wherever this journey's destination be
For where you share the trail you shall also share the load
I cannot allow myself to forget
Some bonds bind in the mind....
.... and those I cannot see
And unfortunately
May never be able to see
So if I step through the vines at the edge of my view
Back to the land of finite - lead weighted moments
It seems I shall walk along with my shadow... where I fear
I always knew the endless infinity up ahead leads me
Toward that which I always knew
As the valley of my own destiny
That place I now know I will be led
Should I find that my destiny...
... turns out not to be you
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 5:03 PM UTC
I loved you so
White as the swan
In purest snow
*O white love
I will hover high
Let me sail above*
I loved you true
Real as sky, oak on hill
Dancing in blue
*O white love
Sing me eternal
In healing flame*
I lost my one self
In the narrow straights
Sea depths, outer shelfs
*O white love
I remember our face
Prideful without name*
I wanted to wake
But was drowned in dream
A daymare you would nae break
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 7:25 AM UTC
I love to hear your laughter
It Thrills me to the bone
I often hear in the same ear
I use when listening to the phone
First time that I heard it
In the realm of almost asleep
Until suddenly I realized what I was hearing
And my heart took a leap
So then I lay there Wide Awake
Annoyed at myself for interrupting me
If you never experienced this for yourself
Then you have no idea to what degree
That your temperature will rise
Or the chill you feel inside
Or the uphill climb you pursue
To get back to what waking just denied
I lay back down and try to relax
Knowing that seeking it..,.
...denies its return
Still I try to quell anything that distracts
Whisperingly quiet I tiptoe towards sleep
Just as I reach
Carefully peering over the edge
I hear it
Then with smile on my face
Time will never ever erase
I tumble with laughter echoing
Down into the deep
That sound now like a photograph
Oh how I love to hear you laugh
I love...i love..
I truly love .....
I love ...to hear you laugh.
Jul 1, 2016
Jul 1, 2016 at 8:12 AM UTC
A box of memories doth open
From present to past woken
Tale tellers magical words spoken
Childhood to adult chains broken
Carefree of the worlds way
Fun with friends under suns ray
Games of football on grass and clay
Homework to do end of the day
Innocent fights forgotten and forgiven
A bicycle a treasure god given
Fear of lessons and teachers cane forgotten
The ringing bell awaited as blessing given
Candy and ice cream shared
A bruised leg or arm never cared
A holiday never missed or spared
Oh sweet memories lay bared
Days of young where hath it gone
Innocence of time lost and torn
Days of young await its morn
Days of young be again born
Jun 29, 2016
Jun 29, 2016 at 2:55 PM UTC