I miss spelled you're name purposely.
You're always there when I need you urgently.
I don't think you realize the impact you have on me personally.
5,474.7 km away yet your still by my side.
Thank you for listening through all the times I have cried.
or even confessing to you when I have lied.
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
you took my passion for aggression
I only come off that way because of my depression
I miss you
and that is my confession
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
. it rides everything
~=~.~=~.~=~.~=~~=~.~=~.~=~
it pulls me in the morning and doesn't let me get out of bed
it keeps me from flying away when i don't want to be here
it makes me fall for pretty strangers and their promises
it lets my fingers drown on my thoughts as i write
it lets senseless words drop from my mouth
it forces people to not dream too much
keep your head on your shoulders
and your feet in the ground
it lets things break
it lets things
die
yet
all those days
that sink and lay
with time will make sense
because gravity rides everything
~=~.~=~.~=~.~=~.~=~~=~.~=~.~=~.~=~
everything falls right into place.
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
am i deserving of anyone?
or is anyone deserving of me?
i’ve been feeling as helpless as the leaf falling down the tree
im locked, not knowing what will set me free
my legs are sturdy, but i’ve fallen to my my knees
my mind is blind, but i can see
maybe it’s just a matter of time until i find the key.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 5:06 PM UTC
How can I even explain how I feel
I've known him for years,
because of him I've drowned in tears
because of him I've sinned and lost my peers
everything changed within two days
and now I just wanna see everything in a blue haze
I somehow see a strange sign
why are we always associated with one another?
no matter how far we drift
somehow there becomes a shift
what will happen next?
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 1:50 PM UTC
I used to dream of what we could be
I used to hold a storm of emotions inside of me
I used to fantasize
But now they are passed emotions that i rarely recognize
I've wanted him back for so long
at the top of my lungs I'd sing our song
And now he's mine again...
I'm happy but something seems wrong
I love him. But I don't.
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 5:12 PM UTC
in the waves
of your gaze
my ship
bursts into
dreams
as my mouth
watering for yours
fills me with
unease
endlessly
longing
to permeate
on your reverie
steam
to dim
the lights
of your sirenic
breeze
to undress
the complexity
of your mind
scheme
i solemnly live
to hear your name
that even the silences
scream
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
I have missed
out on the thrills
of being a soft place
between a rock
and a hard place
which is a bad boy
I was afraid
of becoming a toy
a welcome mat,
stepped on repeatedly
covered in dirt
and worthlessness
because of fear
I found myself
held hostage to boring love
with good guys
who in the end
only proved
to be ugly lies
which led
to my beautiful cries
in the end,
I should have taken my chances
with the handsome devils
who were at least good at dancing!
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
it was at it's peek when i was with you
cherishing every conversation and every syllable
our bond was perfect and needed nothing additional
i wanted to be a part of your journey
although ur life wasn't perfectly pearly
fights with your dad
watching you turn mad
calming you down was the power i had
i was never bothered
your love was enough and was what you had offered
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 8:19 AM UTC
my mind is a board game
my feelings are like the dice ready to be tossed
and in the end, i feel though i have lost
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 8:11 AM UTC