My heart starts and stops--it's indecisive like that.
Where is this all going?
I mean, when is the ******
The aha moment?
There isn't one, I'm sorry darling
This just is
Just is what it will be
Me
Sitting here, wondering
Is my heart started
Or stopped
It's all starting to feel the same
That breathless feeling
Freefalling in my dreams
Sickening
Exciting
The newest part of me, and I'm
Embracing me, embracing this
You
Trusting what I feel rather than see
Because my eyes will deceive me
And that is something I can't allow
You and I, remember
We're going to define forever
Because I still believe
In forever
In love
My hope is perpetual
And I'm relentless
Jan 10, 2012
Jan 10, 2012 at 11:46 PM UTC
There is a part of me, just begging
to be explained
to be understood
Just wanting the prepetual motion of forward
To never have to look back, and examine
a personal history
to anwer for
No, forever moving to a distant goal
Casting away what leaves us
Unburdening our souls of the wasted
There is a part of me, begging
To run free, forever away from this place
From the questions,
Half answered
Never to be understood, and how could they be?
Time finds me, stuck running
Where am I running?
Take me away, take away
Just take me away from all of this
If I just move forward
Hold my head up
I will find that place peace
Jan 3, 2012
Jan 3, 2012 at 6:34 PM UTC
When I close my eyes
I see that field, remember?
The one in the middle of all that city life,
with the wildflowers growing haphazardly
here and there.
We made that our place
Including the abandoned building
covered in obnoxious graffiti.
It still makes me laugh.
It was Wonderland
You made it that way for me,
with the sunlight shining through you
lighting you up from the inside.
Radiant.
I fell in love with you that day,
really truly in love with you.
As if I had finally saw you
the way I was always meant to.
Reliving that day in my dreams,
I get to hold you closer to my heart.
Closer than my arms would ever allow.
I can still feel you, when I close my eyes
Nov 9, 2011
Nov 9, 2011 at 11:24 PM UTC
Goodbye was written in your eyes
A blemish on your empathetic heart
Sweet lies only to soothe the truth
Pacify your indecision
The tides fighting against the moon
Only a matter of time
Written in the stars
As the sky and sea fight
Over the precious soul
Smile
Naked, bare to the world
Scared heart in gentle hands
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:55 AM UTC
Melodic ties tick the monochromatic moments
Slowly
Steady
Memories bring the fires
Burning the scars deep
Forget about the past
Present washing away
Forever
Only the hourglass knows
Morning smiles as the moon hides
Sleepy eyes
Goodnight
Good morning for today
Start anew
Repeat
Eternity
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:53 AM UTC
I kiss your lips
to taste the sand bleached to my teeth
the morning falls heavily, clouding the sky
While our burden buries deeper
under the surface of our skin
my heart burns
And your ghost washes away
leaving me bare and vulnerable
I kiss your lips
taste the sand bleached to my teeth
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:52 AM UTC
In this game we play
We dance in the colors
dripping down our backs
painting the carpet
Your smile is sweet
reflecting back at me
The sun is setting
and the flowers are singing softly
We gather our memories
in empty jars
to gather dust on the shelves
The summer will end
and our innocence will leave as well
But tonight we dance with fireflies
and taste honey dripping down our chins
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:50 AM UTC
How I love you, kiss you and breathe your very existence into this being. The world was created for us, and we destroy the beauty in the face of it. Your laughter fills and consumes me, and I am whole as well as empty. The contradictory nature that is solely yours warms and reassures me that this is indeed life. Where will we be in the next hour? It's a trivial question that requires no accurate answers. Your eyes well have surely consumed me before the time is up. Oh love is much too simple to describe the devotion I feel for you, as you, and only you fill me to the brim. Only to drain me and celebrate in my convolution. This is remarkably love, truer than an lovers could boast. My mortal enemy, my guardian angle. Sweet faced and remarkable wicked. How cursed the earth would truly be in your feet had never met the ground. Carry me away with the sweet melody of your voice. The tides will surely pull me under and I will gladly allow them. For you my, forever. Never despair I am yours.
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:48 AM UTC
my eyes are crystallizing
fabricating this silhouette of a smile
darling we are the hidden
shadow walkers, dream weavers
cover your eyes and listen
feel me breathe against you
together tonight, but the morning is coming
and I will surely run
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:47 AM UTC
Through the explosion of sound, I feel you. The world is trembling, radiating off of my humming skin. Your flesh, so engaging, is just inches away. My soul weeps in desire. Ecstasy wraps around our climatic passion. Your eyes are hungry, exploring. And my, my heart calls out to you. Inviting you to explore what lies hidden. Our frantic hands fumble in desperation. Eager and impatient, pleading to be taken whole. Darling we are the passion brimming in the sea, the tides washing on to shore. We shimmer brighter, more brilliantly than the stars. Oh, I swear the sun shrinks in embarrassment when it witnesses the magnificence of your grace. My skin bursts with excitement, tight and eager to feel your fingers tracing the curvatures of my body. Relieve me of my desperation, let me feel you my love. It's you, it's always been you. Our souls tangle in contentment.
Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 12:38 AM UTC