i am in need of comfort and utter care
i carry this world on shoulders that cannot bare
any more
i weep no longer
no more hope for sovereign
a moshpit in my head
i cant even go to bed
i dont want to die
but i dont want to live
a deafening screech fills the void
my soul in torment and you arent help
i think they forgot about me
im alone
ill drop this world and pray for mercy
my shoulders give up, i failed. im sorry
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 1:28 AM UTC
My familia crossed so long ago
with wet backs and nothing to show
no good clothes, no shoe soles
hidden in dark, voided of souls
degraded for searching for better
belittled for trying to eat
insulted for wanting to live
I have no more patience for intolerance
i will shed no more tears
i will have no more fear
i'd rather be shot dead
then stay here instead
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 2:10 PM UTC
you're the bane
that drives me insane
the constant crashing
the harsh thrashing
the screams and cries
the truths and lies
the life and death
don't waste your breath
i won't rest until im dead
because it's all in my head
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 9:33 AM UTC
when the world starts to burn
then maybe we shall learn
that we destroy ourselves
and everything that compels
us to live and laugh
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 11:29 PM UTC
i have done so much to cause pain
i don't deserve your love
but tonight we are young
and we deserve forgiveness
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 9:08 PM UTC
please forgive me.
i'm sorry for all things
you said i did
that i know i didn't
please don't hurt me again
i'm sorry i locked my heart
away in a safe
for safe keeping
from you
you have lied but i forgive you
after all, i always said forever
and your abuse ensured
that i was too weak to leave
but always i have you
at least your kisses make
it all okay that you hit me
or does it?
of course it does, you cry
and apologize every time
and say never again
until your angry again
please don't hurt me
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 10:08 AM UTC
to **** a god first you must
find and bite the golden apple
then you will certainly lust
for knowledge above the chapel
then hold your humility
and cry out with all your will
the sky will open inevitably
all the ocean will become still
then it's a day of reckoning
and someone will win
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 3:03 PM UTC
i sit very still
on the shelf
like a pretty doll
be careful with my skin
it's fragile and will break
please take care of me
Apr 18, 2019
Apr 18, 2019 at 9:23 PM UTC
dearest love of mine
i want you until
the end of time.
my whole heart
until we die
will belong to you.
i love you so
we will run
hand in hand
child-like fun
our love will withstand
the test of time
i cant help but fall
head over heels
i'm at your call
how it feels
i cant explain
maybe one day
you'll feel the same
Apr 16, 2019
Apr 16, 2019 at 11:42 PM UTC
save our souls
ive run too much
these worn shoe soles
don't want your touch
save our ship
i've spent nights crying
you killed our relationship
with all your lying
you chose his side
with spear in hand
you've stabbed mine
left me crucified
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 2:58 PM UTC