I never meant to push you away
I just needed to do something that no else could do for me
And that was getting over you
As much as it hurt me to ignore you
To tell you I was too busy to talk
Just know I've always been in love with you
My heart broke every time I told you goodbye
And then turned to dust with every single chance I never took
Every moment that was wasted trying not to speak to you
I could never be just friends with you
And now you've made it clear
That I never will...
I'm sorry
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
I don't have the time to criticize you,
I'm too busy improving myself.
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 10:34 AM UTC
We're talking
but at the same time we're saying nothing.
Small talk absorbs the silence that we won't let come.
because silence brings honesty
and you don't do honesty.
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 4:05 PM UTC
I wish we were still strangers.
I wish you were still that boy that i kept staring at.
I wish you had never hugged me that first time.
I wish you hadn't held me the next night.
I wish i had never said i liked you.
I wish i would've looked a little closer.
Cause my own hopeless stupidity enabled you to play me like a child.
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 12:21 PM UTC
I love when you walk.
How you kinda sway like you own the world.
Every other girl is dying to be me right now.
And you don't even know.
Your so unconsciously wonderful.
And all you care about is making sure i'm having a good day.
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 12:02 PM UTC
And the way is strange down to your heart.
And the path is wide and grows ever dark.
The hour grows late and it's time to go.
I cannot stay here anymore.
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 11:53 AM UTC
So i fall and i break and i am swept off the ground.
You try and make me talk, but i can't make a sound.
I'm so stunned and so afraid and i don't know what to think of you.
What am i supposed to think about the things you do?
You make me so nervous. What will you do next?
What will we do with this huge mess?
I never thought things would be this way.
I never thought about the things you'd say.
Why are you like this? I don't know what to say.
I'd like to somehow see why you are this way.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 4:45 PM UTC
What do you think
About the way i write?
What do you know
About the way i think?
What do you care
About the way i live.
Asking myself these things
I just think
And think
And think.
I don't know the answers.
But i realized i don't care.
I don't need your approval.
I just need your love.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:33 AM UTC
Who are you?
Are you the sweet boy that makes me feel the most unfathomable joy?
Or are you the heartless monster that never stops yelling?
It changes every day.
Make up your mind, you heartless wretch.
Cause i can't live like this anymore.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 8:36 PM UTC
I feel like my heart is made of paper.
So fragile. So breakable.
I feel like i have to be so careful.
So hesitant. So untrusting.
I feel like my hands are so shaky.
So nervous. So empty.
I feel like my mind is so crowded.
So unsettled. So tired.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 6:22 PM UTC