Lost love letters
Crammed into boxes
Forgotten first kisses
Left in the backseat
Eyes like oceans
Crushing
The beating drum
I so rely on
Souls disconnected
By distance
Wasteland of old photos
Fading with stolen memories
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 7:47 AM UTC
As she found him
She lost herself
Everything given
Was also taken
All these years
Devoted to nothing
Wasted on promises
Drenched in lies
When he leaves
As he often does
What does she have
Without him
She is connected
By words
And ideas
And ********
Attached
With thoughts
And strings
Leading nowhere
Forfeiting happiness
To feel alive
For one single night
As he feels success
Devoting her life
To someone sick
And twisted
Who doesn’t give a ****
She can only help herself
And find herself
Rid herself
Of this unfair lifestyle
Aug 10, 2016
Aug 10, 2016 at 12:03 AM UTC
Four years ago you were mine
Time stood still
As I looked into your eyes
All I wanted
Pressed against my lips
So perfect
Absolute bliss
Fast forward to now
Basically strangers
Everything is different
From “I love you” to “I hate you”
Don’t tell me you need me
And ask me to stay
Or give me that smirk
None of this is okay
You’re just another boy
You don’t mean ****
Yet I think I need you
The longing is sick
Using me isn’t cute
My feelings aren’t a game
I don’t know why
You had to change
Listen to me
My whispers are desperate
You took my breathe
Until none was accepted
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 11:48 PM UTC
I hate
That you left me
Drowning
In your lies
I hate
That you don't care
I was always
By your side
I hate
That my bestfriend
Turned into
A monster
I hate
That we don't talk
Any longer
I hate
Myself
For letting you go
I hate
You
For making me hate
All the things
I used to love
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 1:18 AM UTC
All these months
You've been in my head
Screaming to get out
When that's what I dread
Your long hair
Used to drive me crazy
But you cut it short
Now the memory's hazy
Things used to be different
We didn't care
Now everything's changed
And that I can't bare
You're lost in my mind
I don't know who you are
The boy that used to kiss me
Now those lips are so far
Those nights we had
Are lost at sea
Waiting to be forgotten
Completely
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 1:05 AM UTC
The night of stolen kisses
That my lips didn't deserve
Carresses you wanted for her
Touches that would later hurt
The night you held me
In a way I cannot forget
You looked at me like I was everything
But I wasn't what you wanted
The night of mistakes
That will forever haunt me
Sleeping next to you
Was everything and nothing
The night of many things
That turned into losing you..
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 12:57 AM UTC
The sound of your name is so worn out
Like a road I know too well
Getting lost every once in a while
When the thought of you appears
Like a deer
In the middle of the street
I almost hit you head on
But stop just in time
To get you off my mind
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
When the sky's turn from grey to blue
Will you come back to me
When the birds start singing and the flowers bloom
Will you come back to me
When the nights get shorter
Will you come back to me
When all is found that we once lost
Will you come back to me
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 3:19 PM UTC
You left us in July
I didn't even get to say goodbye
You caught me from falling
And saved my tears when I was bawling
I know I made a mistake
But when we lost you I really did break
Please come back
Your love is what I lack
Heaven doesn't need you yet..
I bet
Sixteen is just too young
For everything to become undone
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 1:38 PM UTC
One day this pain will go away
One day everything will be okay
When I think of you my stomach hurts
My heart feels even worse
Everyone keeps telling me to let go
But I can't, for reasons only you know
I want to scream, I want to cry
Inside I feel like I might die
Thinking of your eyes, your smile
Will make me happy for a little while
The pain will always come back
I feel like my heart might crack
Please don't leave me alone forever
One day, I promise we will be togeher
Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 7:53 PM UTC