Sometimes, all we need is to wait.
Wait for the flowers to bloom,
wait for the rain to pour,
wait for someone who will get us out
of our comfort zone,
wait for the things to get better,
wait for the right time,
wait for the right love.
Sometimes, I said.
Do not wait forever.
Do not wait all the time.
Do not wait for happiness to find you.
Act.
Stand up.
Look for something that will make you say,
"What is not to love about this day?"
Nothing will happen if you just stare outside.
Go out.
Breathe.
Find something to cherish for a lifetime.
And be brave.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 10:32 AM UTC
our love is a tragedy
and I am just a victim
you take away my sanity
I’m now lost in my rhythm
you take my world by storm
and it made me face adversity
I had a pressure to conform
to escape; to survive this calamity
here’s to finally celebrating
all of my sick misadventures
with you, my life is maiming
all I need now is a **** closure
I felt sorry for believing in you
and for those tears that I did muster
tonight, I whispered a fond adieu
my love, you’re a disaster
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 3:23 AM UTC
you strangle me
for hours, for days
for another episode
of your emotional
wrangling of ideas.
you choke me,
you hold me
on the neck
where you’d
usually touch
me and linger
me to sip, lick
w h a t e v e r
you can get
inside of me,
you quench
y o u r o w n
t h i r s t, without
knowing that you could
actually make me hollow inside
and you chose not to acknowledge
that ‘coz that would break you, and
that would make you hate the fact
that you are now on the verge of
drinking 'til you drown your mind.
Honey, you have lost all of your safe
defenses and you’ve been nowhere to
be found. The scent of the *** is now
circling in the room. And like how you
manage to pick yourself up to get
another one to pop, you are able to
light another stick of that cigarette
that’s been on the table for two weeks
now. My alcohol is making your head
spin as of this moment. What now? No!
Please stop! After you’ve caressed me,
now you’re going to throw me on the
wall? Are you crying? Oh, honey, please
just calm down. It is okay, I understand.
I know the feeling of being empty and
it feels like hell. Oh, sure, just put me on
the corner of the room. I am ready to be
forgotten for another week or so now.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 1:18 AM UTC
darkness was unsettling
pain was concealed
odds were undying
and
the wreck
was revealed
distance was maiming
noise was eagerly silenced
lights were flickering
and
to death,
life was sentenced
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 2:45 AM UTC
My life is like a dandelion
Spending my days under the sun
Then he came holding a little crayon
With his jet black sketches undone
My heart's been doomed since then
In moonlight, it hued to a dark silver-grey
He was the brightest among other men
"Please pick me." I repeatedly pray
He did and instantly, I was blissful as gold
Days are short but bursting into intense joy
But then his eyes turned blue; so dark, ice cold
Was he a trap or was he a perfect decoy?
My glows are gone but still, the stars shine
I lost my beams and my wandering mind
I will still grow and be completely fine
Believing that I was a rainbow, and he was color-blind
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 4:27 AM UTC
Those silly songs;
so sad but true
With lost feelings
of me and you
I played it on
with the tape's side A
Felt like blossoms of dawn
and flowers of May
I flipped the tape
Found side B's empty
The same thing I get
Every time you look at me
"You'll get over this."
You once confided
That's what our love is;
Too one-sided
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 2:21 AM UTC
While you're young,
do what you want to do
Spend all your money,
sleep until noon
Do procrastination,
stare at the moon.
While you're young,
be careless sometimes
so that the elders will advise you
the things you need to do
and those you have to know.
While you're young,
don't be the child
who's dying to grow old
You're not running after time,
Time runs after you.
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 2:06 AM UTC
She
Shouldn’t
Be
Mine
But
I’m
Glad
She
Chose
Me
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 1:40 AM UTC