I always thought of you as my Summer
Warm and welcoming
With longer days
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But you’ve proven to be more of a Winter
Cold and distant
Bringing lonely nights
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 1:23 AM UTC
I’m drunk right now
And it is seemingly frowned upon
To tell you I still love you since I’m intoxicated
But it’s the only time
I’m not afraid to admit it
To myself and the world
However,
Now’s not the best time
To tell you any of that
So I won’t
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 1:12 AM UTC
I believe some days are better than others
That there’s a bright future ahead of us
I believe love conquers any of the biggest obstacles in front of you
Whether that love comes from you or someone else
That even though you may be broken now
It won’t be this way forever
I believe there’s ten times more good in the world than there is evil
That there is good in you
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC
I know I’m alive
Because my heart is beating
And my skin is warm
But am I living?
Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 10:19 PM UTC
3 hours
All it took was 3 hours
For me to wish I had more time with you
And I’ve spent the last 24 hours
Wondering if you felt the spark too
Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 10:19 PM UTC
It’s painful to think
This whole time I was happy
I was on cloud nine
While you were not
Each day you were in complete hell
I don’t know where I went wrong
Or what I could’ve done to have you soaring with me
Although us ending has wrecked my world
I am happy to know that you’re better
I’m sorry if any of your pain was my fault
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 12:12 AM UTC
There’s this continental drift
Between who I am
And who you want me to be
It’s putting doubts in my head
Keeping me from the things that make me happy
The mask I’ve fabricated for your comfort
Is suffocating me
But you just watch
While I struggle to breathe
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 11:57 PM UTC
You said it was never your intention to hurt me
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But take a look at the blood on the floor
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That’s mine, not yours
Jun 2, 2020
Jun 2, 2020 at 11:47 PM UTC
I am not your keeper
Don’t look to me for your green light
I’m done helping you make your decisions
I’m done being the one to blame when things don’t turn out how you pictured them
I will no longer feel guilty on your behalf
You are the one who ****** it up
You only brought me along for the ride
So if something didn’t work out it could be all my fault
And you could save your ego and your pride
I am not your keeper
So go ahead and smoke your cigarettes
Snort your pills until you become numb
Drink until you’re falling over
Stay out until the morning light chases you home
You’re not my responsibility
I’ve got enough **** of my own
Jun 2, 2020
Jun 2, 2020 at 11:45 PM UTC
This place hasn’t changed
Maybe it had minutely
But it hasn’t changed enough to cause all of the problems we’re blaming it for
We changed
A whole lot more than we want to admit
We’re different people than we were a year ago
It’s crazy to think a year can change so much
Change isn’t something we should be afraid of
We shouldn’t be ashamed of it either
Change is inevitable
It helps us grow
Maybe we didn’t grow together like we thought we would
God help us if we stayed the same though
I think that almost would have been worse
Regardless, I’m thankful of where we’ve gone
The memories we’ve made and shared
And I’m hopeful for our futures
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 11:11 PM UTC