You wore extra sunblock because you admired the girls in magazines
That had skin like porcelain free of any blemish or distinguishable mark
When freckles began to spread across your skin you would cry to yourself
Because you felt farther away from your idea of beauty than ever before
When you started wearing makeup to cover them up it broke my heart
Because your freckles were the first thing that I fell in love with
The way they scattered across your face like stars in the night sky
It made me feel like I was looking at something rare and extraordinary
When you said I was too good for you I thought it was just a lame excuse
I assumed you never really loved me to begin with so I decided to give up
I really wish I hadn't been too upset to look you in the eyes that day
Because if I had I would have seen the sadness and heartbreak in them
And I would have known that you really believed all of the things you said
I never forgot the girl with the freckles and a part of me never stopped loving her
Once you love somebody I think a part of you holds on forever
I wish I could tell her that every time I look at the stars I see her face
May 25, 2011
May 25, 2011 at 8:03 PM UTC
Hopelessly holding a broken thread
That once tied your subconscious to reality
With the breaking of the bond went your sanity
Leaving you in a realm of constant Delirium
While others try to tie loose ends
But every knot unravels
Leaving you farther away from reality than before
Swimming forever in insanity
Happily ignorant
May 25, 2011
May 25, 2011 at 7:20 PM UTC
Inside a labyrinth, a child wanders
The mental walls around him whisper "safe"
For as he walks he sees only roses
He can even feel their sweet aroma caress his skin
But beneath the touch of illusion
A young boy is walking in a labyrinth of bones
While the smell of rotting flesh suffocates him
But the child soldiers on, happier in his illusion
Because the entrance is long gone
And as he skips into the mouth of a beast
He only laughs merrily
Because as the monster consumes him
All he feels is the tickling of petals
Falling onto his skin
May 25, 2011
May 25, 2011 at 7:17 PM UTC