Oh how you stare in your infancy
at corners in the room
and how my heart complies with every ahh and ooo
And never did i know if i could love you
but from the moment you were born
I certainly do
and how sorrowful you were on that very first day
and how pain filled the sound of everything you say
When life was brand new, you on earth side
When you came forth and i could no longer hide
all of your beauty the hiccups that you had
when you where with in me but sometimes i feel sad
that now you are hear, live your own life
like when we were one i could hide you from all strife.
And now you will age just like I and your dad
and now you will anger some days you will feel bad
And i wish that i could save you
from all of this world
but our love was your creator
and here you are hurled
and the least we can do is be here for you
and try our very best to create more for you
a life thats worth living more than we had
Always we are giving, keep you from being sad.
Aug 22, 2020
Aug 22, 2020 at 5:56 PM UTC
Care to hear my reality
as time slips between us
and i have no mind
but the mind that beholds us
So dare to think of me as something more
Than just a washed up woman a bedroom *****
than just a person with flesh and veins
than just a being with glory and pains
If you could think of me as the stars
then i could think you are more
Than callus build up and half healed scars
I could think you are more.
Aug 22, 2020
Aug 22, 2020 at 5:45 PM UTC
second chances and sun rises
How the earth repeats eternal
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 2:42 PM UTC
Well, I find myself gone silent
In moments when I don't
Want to not say a word
But if i can't I won't
And its horribly depressing
to be self paralyzed
Like I've no voice to speak with
No words my tongue can rise.
So now i sit in wanting
Of expression in this day
But i can't find a single word
To think nor that I'd say.
Mar 18, 2020
Mar 18, 2020 at 10:00 AM UTC
Passion rolls away
Me I'm feeling pain
I thought that we would grow
I thought that we would gain.
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 6:38 PM UTC
Murdering connection,
or convenience in our ties.
How you'd rather tell a thousand
painful thought up lies
To pull me down and shake me up
and make me suffer so
Because your angry about one thing
and feeling such such woe.
Funny how you would destroy
all that we create
In one snap of an instant
while your feeling hate
Crazy how you'd shift and move
all the blame to me
When I had just pointed out
one single flawing thing.
Painful how I see you now
so ugly
Once so beaut.
Funny how I hear you now,
once loudly
now on mute
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 6:36 PM UTC
Choke down every thought you thought you'd like to speak to me
I can't hear anything you'd say to me
Explain to me,
explain.
How you be the way you are
and think such thoughts so thoughtlessly.
How you want me to accept
what you express so thoughtfully.
But I see not your sentiment
in these things you send to me.
I'm feeling like a renter
in your heart like you rent it to me.
Once a day,
you say so hey,
i think your pretty and shine
Once a week
i'll catch a wink
but cold is the rest of the time.
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 1:28 PM UTC
Swallow hard just convey your cowardice
I'm quick to let him enter.....
Down here where the concretes cool
My arms around you
then your gone........
It snowed sand the other night
i was shocked and awed
but then i looked up and it got it my eye
Scratched my retina
snow blind
Your brightness wasn't beauty after
your brightness was beauty in the end
i should have seen your glory was a big black
hole in the back of your head
your brightness wasn't beauty
it was arrogance.
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 10:57 AM UTC
Give me more she said my lord
Oh give me more I'm such a *****
Give me more She said my lord
Oh give me more hes such a bore.
Flowers don't grow with an ice witch narcissism.
Tell me did it hurt when you got your circumcision?
Assassin heart sharp shooting harlot
Tear every part your letters scarlet.
Don't trust me, I can't see
The lie was blind and I live by instinct
with every fruit i take a leaf
then its gone and then I leave.
Blows to know the dangers of the cold
but it goes to show your true colors when your old.......
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 12:33 PM UTC
Sanguine
new born
like the first.
My root is ****** from all the time i spent remembering
all the struggles i spent struggling.
When God winked i thought he wanted me
But then he gestured towards my mother.
How fruedian of me to discover
I was the child and never the lover.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 11:36 AM UTC