The sad reality is
You’ll never be him.
The way he feels
The way he touches
The way he pauses
How he is obsessed with me.
The sad reality of it is
It will always be him.
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 11:30 PM UTC
I’m so new to this whole like give God your all.
And I have messed up time and time again.
I stopped reading my bible and stopped really being involved beside going to church.
But like in the extent in my week that’s all I do.
And today something was pulling me to sit and read my bible and not take a 2 hour nap.
And I kept fighting it and fighting it.
And I did. I read.
And I started with psalm because I like to write poetry.
So I’m like on psalm 6 and I just feel like that was written for me in the moment.
And it’s sooo crazy.
My pastor and mentors always talk about obeying Gods orders when he tells you do something.
And like He was talking to me.
He was calling for me to sit at His throne.
He pleading me for to stop and spend time with him ...
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 9:12 PM UTC
Forgive me
For the mistakes I have made
Forgive me
For what I am about to do
Forgive me
For the things that haunt me at night
Forgive me
For the words that I preach
Forgive me
These spirits will not leave
Forgive me
For not believing, not only in you but also in myself.
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 11:54 PM UTC
Trust me and I shall trust you
Love me fore I will love you.
Say what you mean
And never mean what you say.
Follow me and you shall never fade.
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 11:23 PM UTC
*I cry myself to sleep night after night
In seek for a better life
One not so suborn and filled with love.
I drowned in my tears every night
Just like my ancestors have night after night
One’s that were less fortunate to live the life I am living today.
They would tell me to let things be
At least you have a place to sleep and food to eat
At least you have property you can own and an education you have grown.
But this is America, Home of the Brave
And if no one is going to be brave then it must be me
Someone needs to say it, someone needs to speak it
It’s not just for the black but for people who are different,
People with disabilities and people who fall under diversity.
We fight so many wars but yet we can’t tame the ones inside
If it’s not my country then it’s certainly not yours
We have to be bigger, we have to think greater
Then someone’s gender and always remember
Your religion is sacred and so is your history.
Night after night a soul dies
A life flies away into the unknown
Hoping that the children they left behind
Can have a better life then their own.*
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 11:50 PM UTC