Talking about dancing under the stars,
Singing songs on our little farm,
Reading about God and all of His wonders,
And you're the only person I plan to do this with.
My heart aches because I know I'm in the wrong,
I pour out my emotions to you only through song,
In your presence I find home,
You go out of your way to make sure I'm not alone.
God is with us and speaks to me through you,
I only hope that I bring you comfort too.
You play with my hair and promise it's okay,
Even though sometimes I wonder if I'll make it through the day.
Your eyes tell me stories that your words never could,
About if i should marry you; in a heartbeat I would.
I hold your hand because it takes the pain away,
With all that I am I beg you to stay.
Now back from my sail across the sun,
I will let you play with the Drops of Jupiter in my hair,
And I pinky swear with all that i am,
I'm Yours.
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 11:42 AM UTC
It's okay to **** myself, memories will fade away.
I know why I hurt, it's because I choose to stay.
I thought that things might get better,
That you would stop hurting me.
But now I am 16 years old,
And when I look in the mirror there is no beauty that I see.
***** for 9 years and you said I was okay.
Now you are in prison forever,
and my feelings I cannot convey.
You were my cousin which makes it harder,
I have you kicked out of my family tree.
The hardest part of it all though,
is that at times I wish it were me.
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 11:24 AM UTC