the thought of you still burns
Like the shots I took last night
Thinking that it would help me
Get over you
But when I wake
The thought of you still burns
Cause you are gone
And I am alone.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 8:15 PM UTC
every time you said those words
did you know it was a lie?
every time you said those words
how could you look me in the eyes?
every time you said those words
did you mean it even once?
every time you said those words
did you know I was falling harder?
every time you said those words
did you know you were playing games?
every time you said those words
how did it make you feel?
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 5:28 AM UTC
its like the old me is coming back
without realizing it
here I am
again...
slowing going back to my old ways
back on my ********
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 5:07 AM UTC
Do you ever feel like a clock?
Your days just passing by
The same thing everyday
seconds turn to minutes
ninutes to hours
hours to days
you spend your nights alone
Do you ever feel like a bomb?
slowly ticking away
hoping to be stopped
before you blow away
second tun to minutes
minutes to hours
hours to days
your time slowing down
Do you ever feel like an old beating heart?
slowing down with every move
holding on to all you have
second turn to minutes
minutes to hours
hours to days
never feeling good enough
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 1:18 AM UTC
my life is like a movie
except the total opposite of that
i am a mess
i try to cover it up
and i do a hell of a good job
i can't sleep at night
something about the darkness
keeps me up
i don't eat a lot
i don't really like too
no i don't starve myslef
i've never come close to it
some people eat when their bored
i eat becaause i need to.
my life is an endless record on repeat
i do the same thing
week after week.
month after month
routines are good for me
at least that's what they say
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 11:54 PM UTC
I'll pick up my pride
and walk out
because i can't deal with your
immature ***
-H.F
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 12:56 AM UTC
Do you even know how much you mean to me?
No, cause you don't care
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 3:44 PM UTC
Ive waited and waited for you,
yet you still dont seem to care.
so this is me,
not giving up,
but not giving a **** anymore.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 12:44 AM UTC
most people hate mornings
but i've grown to love them
something about the cool air
seems peiceful to me
its my alone time
time to write down my thoughs,
and burry myself in a book
something about them
seems peiceful to me
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC
I never wanted to be described as pretty. People have told me upon meeting how pretty I was, and I despised it. I didn't want to be pretty. I did not want to be crushed and molded into that empty term; pretty.
I wanted to move mountains and dance on the stars. I wanted to spray paint on the moon. I wanted intelligence and courage, and wit and charisma. I was a novel, not a page.
then one day I finally realized that I could be both. we all could.
and that's how I live now.
we are all pretty. we all are made of stardust and memories and courage and charisma.
we are.
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
