You keep talkin ******** as if I care
Hate to tell you but I don't scare
Think your so tough but you ain't bad
Time to back off I'm starting to get mad
Man you just some ***** *** dumb ****
Wish I had a **** to make you ****
You ain't nothing but a ***** *** ***
Awe what wrong your ***** need a rag
You need to back off or I'm gonna flip out
Keep moving that lip and find out what I'm about
You think your tough but your just full of ********
Just look at your ***** *** throwin a fit
I think you ain't nothing but a little *****
Better back up before your face needs stitched
Just sit down and stop acting a fool
Hate to tell you bro but you ain't cool
Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 12:36 PM UTC
The crushing weight inside of my chest
Makes thoughts of you harder to digest
Burning tears fill fill my eyes and steals my breath
Filling me with a pain 10 fold worse than death
The tears that fill my eyes refuse to fall
Denying me the releasing relief that comes only after a waterfall
Trapped in a lake of unreleased tears and untold pain
The screaming in my head, my own voice as if I've gone insane
I fear that in this lake of tears I may drown
And that the last sounds I'll ever hear is the deafening silence of nobody else around
Oxygen free to all others to me is refused
Fighting for every breath leaves my soul feeling bruised and abused
Treading water ever rising inside my own personal hell
Silence so loud it echoes with the pain that it has come to foretell
And only you hold the key to my release
"I forgive you" is all I need to achieve a little inner peace
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 4:27 AM UTC
I close my eyes and your right here
It feels bitter sweet to have you near
It was a love that happened so fast
The kind of love that was made to last
Over night all I could see was you
It felt so right a love so true
You as my lover and my best friend
It seems to me you were a God send
We made it round after round
Through all the ups and downs
I open my eyes and see
It was only that way for me
There's a loneliness deep inside
It feels as if part of me has died
Never for a second, thought it would end this way
I search my memories trying to find the exact day
The day that your love was lost
I would pay anything to change it no matter the cost
When I close my eyes you feel the same as I do
Cause your still in love with me too
Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 5:49 PM UTC
I just don't care anymore
So I go out and get high
I don't want to live
I just want to die
This pain inside of me
Just won't stop
This day is crazy
I feel like I'm going to drop
What a price to pay
For one single night
I want this all to end
I need for everything to be alright
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 5:54 PM UTC
**** what people say
**** nosey people and their way
Just leave me be
**** what they see
**** what they said
****** get it out of your head
**** what they do
No need for them to
**** 'em for not caring
**** 'em for never sharing
There's not a one to miss
**** 'em all its my *** they can kiss
Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
Do you think you know me when you look me in the eye
I've made my mistakes I won't lie
Here is the list of people that I have hurt
While I selfishly crawled through the dirt
I have seen rage in the eyes of my dad
I know I made him angry but worse than that I made him sad
In my mom I have seen a complete loss of trust
All because I wanted to feel that wonderful rush
With my daughter I seen fear while she cried
The pain in her eyes made me wish I had died
I dragged them down the path of hell right beside me
All the time my selfishness made them difficult to see
I thought I was alone as I walked into Hell
But I know now because of me they are here as well
Unlike my lonely decent together we will rise
I will replace the rage and distrust I see in their eyes
I will remove the fear in which my daughter is in slaved
I know now that I can and want to be saved
Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 8:38 AM UTC
I hate you and all that you're about
I hate that because of you I'm filled with doubt
Because of you I now sit in Hell
I believed all of those lies you use to tell
You said you were all I would ever need
I was naive and I followed your lead
You treated me good and took away all my pain
I had no idea on my soul you would leave this stain
When I was all alone you were there for me
Before long you were all that I could see
But when I was ready to leave you wouldn't let me go
Suddenly I found it impossible to tell you no
Try as I did I just couldn't get away
You made it clear you were here to stay
You laughed in my face and called me a fool
I had no choice but to follow your rules
No more family, laughter,and loving hugs
Thats the price I paid when I turned to drugs
Jun 28, 2013
Jun 28, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
Don't tell me that something that feels so right isn't whats right for me
Don't tell me that I'm waiting again for a someday...maybe
Don't try to make me believe that we don't belong
Don't try to make me feel like its all completely wrong
Who the **** are you to try to fill me with doubt
Who the **** are you to tell me to turn a deaf ear as my heart shouts
You just might be right and all thats left here is yet to be cried tears
You just might be wrong and we will live happily for the rest of ours years
Jun 19, 2013
Jun 19, 2013 at 5:05 AM UTC
Crush it...snort it
Melt it....smoke it
Wrap it....eat it
Dissolve it....bang it
How do you like yours?
Come in and lock the doors
All hush hush on the DL
Give me your word you won't tell
Can't let anyone know
It's kept on the lowest low
Loving the way it makes you feel
Just find the right person and make a deal
Tingle tingle feel the hair grow
Have some class don't be a **
Closer and closer to the edge
Its dangerous out on the ledge
Have to eat and must sleep
Remember what you sow you shall reap
This is life your life not a game
Afterwards nothing will ever be the same
Dope is scary but oh so fun
And now you know there is no where left to run
Catch yourself early before its to late
Before those you love look at you in hate
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 6:53 PM UTC
Smoke a lot of **** eat a lot of dope
Always a need but not a lot of hope
Mountains to climb oceans to swim
Not a lot of time my futures looking dim
Moving as fast as I can when will enough be enough
Moving more than your best man but its getting kinda rough
When did I last do a line when did I last see a bed
I'll be just fine after I lay and rest my head
Running to fast when I really need to sleep
Know I can't last this is getting really deep
Lost as I am can I be saved
Do I even give a **** that its made me its slave
I'm turning to stone not the way I should be
Can't do it on my own can't nobody save me
May 28, 2013
May 28, 2013 at 4:17 PM UTC